A Moment

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Seokjin's Pov:

"You are joking, right?" I tried moving off the bed, but Taehyung held onto my hand tightly. This had to be a sick joke.

"No, I am not. Hoseok and I in college had I guess what you could call a fling. Before him marrying Yoongi, he had liked me. We would hang out a lot back then. Our hanging out turned into friends with benefits kind of situation. It came to a point where he wanted more, and I didn't. So things never went further than sex.

A couple of months after Yoongi had an interest in him and then they started dating. Just like you and Jungkook, Hoseok and I weren't long term; it was just sex, well for me it was.

I think he still has feelings for me, and that's probably why he's like that towards you. Yoongi knows about Hoseok and me, he has always been aware, but it never stopped him from pursuing Hoseok." Taehyung says and shrugs his shoulder.

"Please let me go."

"Are you mad?"

"No, Taehyung! I'm fucking happy. I am so happy to hear that you slept with your friend, who has done nothing but makes my life a living hell since I've moved here. Who may or may not still have feelings for you. Now can you please let me go!" I was so annoyed and angry.

How could he be so calm with everything?!

"I'm not letting you go; I want you to calm down. I didn't flare up like this when we spoke about you and Jungkook."

My chest heaved up and down, and I bite into my lip, trying my hardest to keep myself from saying the wrong thing. I could feel myself getting heated.

"Jungkook doesn't hate you, does he? You knew about Jungkook and me, and you used it to your selfish advantage. I knew nothing about you and Hoseok, and you want me to be calm like you are?

Let us be real here, Taehyung; you aren't really calm about Jungkook and me; you are only acting as though you are because it benefits you!

You want me to be okay with the fact that you slept with Hoseok, and I'm not okay with that. I'm not asking you to be okay with me sleeping with Jungkook, either. You know why? Because I am not a hypocrite like you! I swear more and more I see why I should have never gotten married to y-"

Taehyung pushes me down onto the bed and hovers over me, holding both my hands to my side. "Don't you dare say what I think you are about to say. Seokjin I have been calm about this not because it benefits me, but because there is nothing I can do to change what happened between you and him. I fucking hate the fact that my best friend touched you, I am even more pissed off that you kept it from me even after you saw him again and realized he was my best friend.

You had no intention of telling me you slept with him. I gave you so many chances to tell me, but not once did you say anything to me. I kept Hoseok a secret while I waited for you to open up about Jungkook, but nope, nothing. Do you think I was going to keep what happened between Hoseok and I hidden forever? Everyone in our circle knows he and I had something, but guess what? no one knows besides me about Jungkook and you. Jimin, Jungkook's husband, does not even know and guess what he will probably never know because Jungkook won't ever tell him.

I am not okay with you sleeping with Jungkook, I wish it never happened, I hope you told me about it from the beginning, but you didn't. I understand your feeling regarding Hoseok, but guess what it's something we are going to have to put behind us and move forward."

Nothing he was saying to me made sense, I don't think he understood me and neither did I understand him. I get it; we were both wrong, but right now, I couldn't comprehend any of it. I just needed time by myself.

"Please get off me and let me go. I need a moment to clear my head." I tried to wiggle out of his hold.

"I can't do that." He said, looking down at me.

"Taehyung, I am not asking you. I am telling you. I need a moment alone; please let me go." I could feel tears forming in my eyes as I became frustrated.

"Where are you going?"

"I am not going anywhere; I need to be alone for tonight. I will sleep in one of the guestrooms. I need some time to think things through, please."

"We are not sleeping in separate rooms. Lets lay here, and you can think things through while being angry with me." He releases me and rolls onto his side of the bed. As soon as he released me, I got out the bed.

"Seokjin, I am serious; we are not sleeping in separate rooms."

"Taehyung, I swear if you don't stop, I am leaving this house tonight. I need a moment; a fucking moment is all I need. You had time to process Jungkook and me; you sat on it. I now find out about Hoseok and you, at your convenience because I didn't think to investigate your past relationship. What more do you know about my life? It's clear you know every damn thing about me, and I know absolutely nothing about you!"

Taehyung was already up and in front of me by the time I had finished my rant. "You are not leaving this house tonight, nor this bedroom. And since we are being real, let's be honest I would have been a fool had I not investigated you. I am a fucking billionaire getting married to someone who is a teacher, don't you think I need to know who I am marrying? I had way more to lose than you do?"

"Oh, I get it, because money makes you so much more of a human being than it does me. If you felt that way, why didn't you marry a billionaire to compliment you then? Then you wouldn't have to investigate him, or better you should have married Hoseok!" In the end, it's always about who has more life that matters. Fuck the peasants; we don't matter.

"Seokjin, stop! I did not mean it like that. You are taking this way overboard."

"This is too much" I pushed past him and pulled the door open to leave, but before I could get out the door, he pulls me back and slams the door shut.

"You are pissing me off tonight, Seokjin! I hurt you, and I am sorry. I didn't mean it like that, I am angry, and you are angry, and it came out wrong.

I also told you, you are not leaving this room tonight, and I meant that. So, please let's go to bed."

"And I also told you I need a moment to myself. I don't want to sleep in the same bed with you right now. I need-"

I screamed out as he picks me up and throws me onto the bed my teeth hitting against my tongue, I could immediately taste blood in my mouth.

"Enough!" He screams at me and gets into the bed. "I don't get why you have to push things so far, all I want is for you to go to bed, and let's deal with this tomorrow, but you can't listen."

I turn my back towards him as tears fall down my face.

His arms snakes around my waist and pulls be towards him and I try pulling away, but his hold on me tightens.

"I'm sorry."

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