Elites of Seoul | Taejin ✔️

Hidden Motives

Seokjin's Pov:

I woke up the next morning naked on top of Taehyung. It seemed we had fallen asleep on the pool bed.

I tried rolling off of him, thinking he was sleeping, but he frightens me by flipping us over, "good morning," he leans down and captures my lips with his own. I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened our kiss. He tasted and smelled like sex. I am pretty sure I smelled and tasted the same way.

His hand reaches beneath us and lifts my legs over his waist. I could feel his hard member poking at my hole.

I tried pulling away from the kiss to stop him, but he only held me tighter, and his kiss became firmer as he pushes into me. My eyes widen as my body tries to adjust to the feel of him. I was still sore from last night.

He releases my lips and pulls his body weight up off me and places his hand on the side of the bed to support his body as he started grinding hard into me. His eyes are intense as he looks down at me, and his pace quickens.

"Ahhh..." I screamed out while he pounds into my prostate. My hands grip onto his arms for support as I could feel the bed rocking back and forth with us.

"I- I want you to cum in my mouth," I reached up, pulling him down on me and whispered in his ear.

He lifted his head and looked at me, a smirk on his face, "next time, baby," while he continues his hard and fast thrust into me.

"Fuck," I screamed out. I'm sure he thought it was because I was filled with pleasure, but it wasn't. I was panicking about the fact that I wasn't on the pills, and this was our third time since last night having sex without any form of protection.

I immediately felt like beating myself up for allowing this to happen. Why did I even initiate us having sex last night? So much for reminiscing on our past.

*****

I had just gotten out of the shower and walked into the room when my phone dinged. It was sitting on the charger. I walked over and picked it up to see I had gotten a text message from my brother.

Luesi

As soon as I saw his text, I knew what he meant. I looked around the room to make sure I was alone. I walked over and locked to the door before heading out onto the balcony that faced the garden and closing the door.

I dialed Namjoon's number, and he picked up on the first ring.

"What's wrong? Is she okay?" I immediately asked him in a panic. He rarely every text me using her name, and whenever he did, something was wrong, or he needed to talk to me urgently.

"She is fine, Jin. I am sorry to put you in a panic. It's just that she wants to come with me to Korea-"

"But, she can't!" I cut him off almost instantly. There was no way she could come here.

"I know, I know Jin, but she's not as young as she was before, and she doesn't want to stay with her babysitter. She wants to see you too, and I told her instead of me going there. I would try to see if you could come and visit us?"

I tapped my fingers against the rail of the balcony as I thought things through, "I will come there. Don't worry about coming here. If she doesn't want to stay with the sitter, I don't want to force her to."

"Are you sure? How are you going to get Taehyung to be okay with you coming to the U.S. without him?"

"I don't know, but I will figure it out. I always do." I started scanning my brain for things I could tell him I was going there for. I knew it was easy to say I was visiting my brother, but knowing Taehyung, he would want to tag along. He won't even let me go to my parents alone, I know damn well he won't want me going to the U.S. alone.

"I thought you were going to tell him about her?"

"You know I was, but that was before I knew her freaking father was his best friend."

"Do you think he would tell him if he knew?"

"I don't know, and it doesn't matter, I already told him she was a stillbirth."

"Jin, why the fuck would you do that?" Namjoon yelled into the phone.

"He went digging Namjoon! My back was against the wall. Our marriage is all over the place, and I didn't know what to do. What if he and I end up getting a divorce, I didn't want him having anything over me. I don't even know why I got married. This is not fair to him, and it's not fair to you." My life was such a fucking mess, and I had no one to blame but myself.

"Aren't you worried about what he is going to do if he finds out you lied to him about this? Jin, I thought we spoke about this? Why would you lie to him? What's the point of being married if there is no trust in your marriage, and you keep lying to him?"

"I ask myself the same thing every day. But then when I think about the idea of Jungkook finding out about Iseul, I become a little okay with Taehyung not knowing she exists."

"Are you okay with that? Are you okay with your daughter never knowing you as her Appa?" I didn't bother responding to him; instead, I hung up the phone. He knew I was not okay with that. I was never okay with sending her off with him. I was never okay with allowing him to make such a sacrifice.

Maybe it's time I get a divorce and move away from Korea.