Mistake

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Seokjin's Pov:

"You need to see a doctor, Seokjin!" Taehyung says firmly to me as I wipe my mouth and flushed the toilet.

It had been six weeks now since I had been vomiting. Every time he suggested having a doctor come by the house, I tried stopping him and bringing his attention back to the case. I didn't need a doctor to tell me what was wrong with me. I knew what was wrong; I had felt these symptoms before. I just didn't want to deal with it, and I hope he would leave it alone.

" I am fine, Taehyung. Jungkook will be here soon, let's focus on talking to him and then we can come back to me and what I need to do." I tried pushing past him, but he blocks my way.

"Do you not want it?"

"P-please, can we not talk about this right now." I took a step back into the bathroom and looked at him, hoping he would leave things alone.

He looked at me as though I insulted him, "Not talk about this? Are you serious? You are pregnant, and you don't want me to talk about it?"

"Tae you don't know that I am pregnant, I don't know if I am pregnant, so let's not assume, it could be a stomach bug."

"Yeah, cause I am dumb. Alright, you wait." he walks away from the bathroom door and let out a sigh of relief. I didn't want to do this today. However, before I could walk out the bathroom door, he returns, throwing something towards me.

"Why don't we confirm if it's a stomach bug?"

Looking down at my feet, it was a box with a pregnancy test in it. I looked back up at him in shock, "T-tae-"

"Take the test." the demanding tone in his voice cause my stomach to twist and my heart to begin beating fast nervously.

Taehyung had been calm recently. He was doing everything for me, working with my brother, and bringing him up to speed with everything that had been going on. He was determined to get Jungkook's father and mother locked up. Namjoon felt hurt that I never told him the truth, and now he was feeling guilty about his previous actions.

Taehyung recognized that I wasn't feeling well each day, but every time he brought up the doctor, I change the conversation, I think today he had enough with me. I didn't need to do the test, I know I was pregnant, but I didn't want to confirm it either.

Even though we have had sex since we been back from Busan, I knew exactly when this happened, and a part of me was upset with him.

"I don't need to take it." I kick the test away from me and back towards him. "I am pregnant, is that what you want to hear?"

"Are you keeping it?"

"I-I don't know." It was the truth; I didn't know what I was going to do.

Taehyung doubled his fist and glared at me, I could tell he was livid at my response, I didn't want him to be, but I also didn't want to lie to him "I am going to allow you to decide on what you want to do, but let me make one thing clear, you abort our child, it's the end of our marriage."

"A-are you threatening me?"

"Threatening? No, Seokjin, I am being honest with you. I have been a good husband to you, and I don't deserve the things you do to me. You should have never gotten married to me if you knew you didn't want kids! This is something that you should've disclosed before we got married. I mean how much more do you expect for me to endure, we get married, and you hid so many things from me. But, no matter what I find out, I fight to make us work, but I have a fucking limit. You abort that baby, my child, and I am done with you. No amount of love I have for you could keep me being with you if you were to do that.

I mean seriously you are cold if you do that! I know life has been fucked up to you, but I didn't fuck up your life. So no reason for you to make me suffer, while the people that fucked up your life is living and enjoying theirs. OUR CHILD didn't fuck up your life.

And the fact you are even hesitant about what to do, fuck! I don't need to be here. I am done. Why the fuck am I even trying to fix or save you? You don't want it. You are selfish and heartless, go to Jungkook, you and he can raise his sister I don't fucking care anymore. Marrying you was the biggest mistake I have ever made."

You could take a thousand daggers and pierce me with it, and I don't think you would find an ounce of blood because of how numb and frozen I felt.

My eyes became blurry as I watched Taehyung walked away from the door. I kept trying to tell my mind; he didn't mean it; he wasn't leaving me. 

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