Elites of Seoul | Taejin ✔️

Pain

Triggering content ahead.

Seokjin's Pov:

"Marrying you was the biggest mistake I have ever made." I couldn't shake those words from my bead. He didn't mean that, did he?

I couldn't wrap my head around what had happened today; we woke up fine. He made us breakfast, we ate and laughed together, but then my stomach got upset, and everything went downhill.

I knew what it felt like to have a mistake, and for him to call our marriage a mistake, I know he's tired, but I can't blame him. I have brought nothing but pain in our relationship. I don't know what I was thinking, believing that love was something I could have.

He is right about everything I am selfish, cold, and heartless. No one deserves to be around someone like me.

My head felt dizzy, and I looked down at the blood dripping from my wrist. It felt good, and it had been a while since I had done this. All my scars had healed so perfectly. While being with Taehyung, I never once felt like doing this,  but after today I made up my mind. I was doing what I should've done a long time ago.

Who was I to think I deserve a chance to live. I gave away Iseul, thinking I could live a normal life, but I was pathetic for doing that. She doesn't deserve me, and this baby doesn't deserve a parent like me. Taehyung deserves someone better, someone, without flaws and drama. I have an emptiness that cannot be filled. No matter who comes along, there's a void within me that doesn't seem to go away.

The pain was slowly disappearing, and I was beginning to feel tired, so I closed my eyes and welcomed the new peace I needed, but the sounding of the bell, kept making my eyes flutter.

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Jungkook's Pov:

I was outside Tae and Jin's house ringing the bell, but none of them wouldn't answer. I tried calling both their phones, but no answer. I don't know why they would call me over if they knew they weren't going to be home.

Although that was unusual of Tae, he would tell me if plans change. I was worried about him and Jin too. They had stopped having dinner with us; Taehyung pulled his investment from my parents' company.

I had an idea of why he did, but I wasn't sure if I was correct. However, after the call, I got from him, and he told me he needed to talk to me about something relating to my parents, I figured he knew. My best guess was that Jin had finally come clean about things. My father was no doubt, an asshole, and a sick bastard. I am surprise Taehyung didn't come and attack me about it.

Honestly, at first, I thought Jin got with Taehyung to get back at my family and me, but he never once threatened me about anything. When I first saw him with Taehyung, his face told me he didn't want to see me, but he told me to leave our past in the past, and he was good, we were okay.

I had my doubts at first, but he never did anything to make me question his words. Then I started getting back comfortable with him. He didn't seem like he blamed me for anything. He was the same Jin I had left in Busan when he spoke and smiled at me.

I know I wasn't to be blamed because I didn't do anything, but there's a part of me that felt guilty. Jin was my first love, someone who I treasured very much, but my cruel father ruined that.

After finding out about Iseul, he tried having her and Jin's brother killed, but thanks to me, I have been able to keep them protected. I know Jin is not aware of this, but if this is the reason for his and Tae's invite today, I am going to let them know.

Taehyung will hate me if he doesn't already. I know how he feels about Jin. I have watched him transformed his life since he brought Jin home. I wish I had half the bravery he did, but I didn't.

Whereas he can take down my parents and continue living, I can't do that. I am a Jeon by blood. I protect my own, even after I found out what happened to Jin. I had to let go of what my heart wanted and stand where my family needed me to be. It doesn't mean I stopped loving Jin, I never did, I don't think I ever will, but I had to choose, and he wasn't blood. My family is, and that includes Iseul.

I rang their doorbell again, but no response. Feeling annoyed, I walked away from the door, getting ready to leave, but then I saw Taehyung's doctor pulled up to the driveway and got out of his car in a hurry running up the steps I stopped.

The door to the house flies open, and Taehyung steps out with blood on his shirt, his phone in his hand, pleading for the doctor to hurry into the house.

What the fuck was going on? And didn't anyone hear me ringing the bell?