Elites of Seoul | Taejin ✔️

It's Okay

Triggering Warning (mention of rape, among other things).

Jimin's Pov:

As soon as I pretended to fall asleep, I felt Jin move. "You leaving me here alone?" I surprised him by asking, he turned and looked at me. "I don't like you, and being in this room with you is just not making my day any better."

Bold, very bold, I guess I deserved that, though. "Why don't you like me?" of course, I knew why, but I had to build on our conversation as best as I could, I knew if he got the chance, he would leave the room, and then Taehyung would hate me forever.

"You asking a self-explanatory question, one that I don't think warrants a response."

"Fiesty, I can see why Taehyung saw you as someone to entertain."

My comment seemed to have caught him off guard, "Entertain? We are married, he is my husband, does it look like I am someone he is entertaining? Listen here, I don't know what your issues is with me since I have moved here, I don't know if you have an obsession with my husband, but he loves me, and I love him. Our marriage is real and-"

Jin stopped and looked into space, "Fuck, I sound like you and Hoseok."

Now it was my turn to look confused, "what exactly is that supposed to mean?"

"Why does it matter to you? Seriously Jimin, all bullshit aside, why are you here? This, you being in here, this is not us. We are not cool like this." he looked very frustrated.

I sat up on the bed and ran my hand through my hair, "Alright, I will be honest with you. Taehyung told me what happened."

His eyes widen, and he opens his mouth the speak, but I cut him off.

"Before you say anything else, listen, Taehyung and I are very close, well over the years, our relationship has changed, but our bond remained the same. I was hard on you because I didn't see Taehyung as someone to get married out of the blue. I mean, you came out of nowhere. He is Kim Taehyung, and you are you, no offense. I know how horrible that might have sounded, but I am being real with you. And take that as I good thing, it's rare I real with anyone.

Anyway, Taehyung told me everything, and you have nothing to feel ashamed or be ashamed of. You know my secret, so it's not like I am going to run off with this to the news station. And before I say anything else, I want to apologize. Sorry if I made your time here thus far a difficult one, I am sorry if I contributed to any of your current pain or brought any friction to your marriage with my useless words.

See, I am an unhappy guy married to a fraud. Pregnant for my first love. I didn't think someone like you and Taehyung could have love, like real love, that shit that they are broadcasting in those dramas. When Taehyung announced you, I automatically saw you as a gold digger someone who was going to bring him down and try to change him. When he changed our dinner get-togethers, I hated you even more. I looked forward to those dinners, cause I got more time to see Yoongi, but that was being selfish with my pathetic ass."

Jin didn't say much surprisingly; he just kept looking at me. He sure knew how to make someone suffer; that was for sure.

After a good minute, he let out a sigh and spoke, "thanks for the apology. I get it, making others feel horrible, and judging them is your thing to escape from your hell. Now that you have apologized, you can go. We don't have anything in common or anything to talk about. I have a lot going on right now, and I will rather be alone."

"You know you are saying I judge people is funny because you do the same thing. Do you know why Taehyung called me over here?"

"I didn't judge, just stating what I know and why?"