highest ranking #2 in teenage angst (in August)
"what's your greatest desire?"
"you"
There are things you both are hiding but how long will you keep this up
(Jimin x Reader)
Hi my lovely readers I'm sorry I've been long gone, almost for a month. The reason is because the last month has been a roller coaster ride for me there were so many things going on I had a lot of outings with friends, had a great time but then I eventually got sick. I got diagnosed by dengue fever. For all of you who don't know what that is it's a disease that's very common here nowadays in Pakistan and is caused due to a certain mosquito. Anyways during that period of time I learned a lot of things. A) Don't ever ask or pray for yourself to get sick and health is nevertheless the most important thing and blessing/gift you can ever have. It was awful as I couldn't eat or drink, couldn't move, my body ached a lot, my fever kept on increasing and I wanted to throw up on an empty stomach which ended up coughing in blood. I always used to think that if I got sick it would be easier for me to lose weight but I never considered the pain I had to go with it. I didn't lose much weight in the end but I got a lot weak and lost a lot of blood platelets. So it's better to do it the healthy way instead of finding shortcuts
B) I learned the value of family and friends. Your true friends would always ask about you and care for you despite the place and time. I'm so thankful that I got such great friends who would always check up on me. My family who looked after me throughout the day and my parents not letting me out of sight. My mom praying and cuddling with me and my sister who took care of the entire household. Literally parents are the best thing in the world and you wouldn't want to exchange them for anything. Before this sickness I had a lot of arguments with my parents that I wanted to live alone and that I would be better off alone. I wanted to experience how living alone feels like. But of course everything is easier to be said than done. But after this I stopped talking about living alone cause the biggest realization hit me. In my home I have everyone to take care of me, listen to my problems and help me out. I don't have to worry about money or job and I have free advisors. I don't think it's enough how much I thank God for the blessings he's showered upon me. This whole experience showed how unthankful I had been all these years and never appreciated the love and support I receive from my parents. In short love and appreciate your parents cause everything they do and sacrifice is for you and your happiness. They appreciate every little thing you do for them and you should too. Love them and take care of them and NEVER take them for granted. Well that was more than just two lessons but oh well😅 I also have exams coming up from next week and I have so much work piled up. So I'm very sorry if I wasn't able to update the chapters but I'll try my best to.
So once again I really do love you guys for all the love and support you're giving for my story. I really appreciate it and your comments just makes my day and encourages me to write more often.
Lots of love from your average and loved author Nina 💜💜💜💜
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