UNCONTROLLABLE DESIRE (Jimin X Reader AU)

Chapter 9 (part 3)

Jimin parked the car in front of your house.
You and Jimin got out of the car not exchanging words since. You were about to swing your bag on your shoulder when Jimin took a hold of your bag and took it in before you could say anything. You stood there in awe but quickly snapped out of it and made your way in. Jimin had already greeted your parents and they were laughing away at the pleasant surprise Jimin bought for them...himself.

Jimin sat down talking away with your parents and that's when you knew that was your cue to escape him and his curiosity that was showering upon him. Before you could turn to go upstairs your mother called out to you and asked you how school was and told you to sit with them but you politely excused yourself to go get changed first. Hearing that your mother was again busy chatting away with him asking how he got here without informing them and all.

You felt Jimin eyes on you as you made your way upstairs but you didn't dare look back. You got into your room and locked yourself rubbing your face in frustration you took off your jacket and threw it on your bed. You took a deep breath closing your eyes ruffling your open hair and pushed back the bangs that came on your face. You opened your eyes and thought of ways how you could hide your cuts. The blood wasn't flowing anymore as you had covered it with numerous tissues before you got out of your school bathroom. You went to your bathroom and opened the cabinet to find a band aid or something to cover the bruises. You were rummaging through your stuff when you heard a knock on your door. The knock was quite soft but you peeked out of your cabinet and thought twice about opening the door to your room.....But if you didn't open it now Jimin would definitely think you're avoiding him, you weren't even sure if it was Jimin. Maybe it was your mom because she was the one who usually knocks this way. There was another knock but this time it was a bit louder, your heart started to race so you quickly made a move and grabbed a towel covering it on your arm hiding the cuts. You went up to your door unlocked it and turned the door knob, opening it slightly only to show your face to the other person on the side of the door.
"umm...I'm changing..." you said softly but the door was pushed open with force making you stumble back, you gulped at Jimin's aggressive action. He closed the door behind him and started taking dangerous steps towards you, dropping the aid box on your bed. You stepped back until your hip met your study table and there was no place for you to escape as Jimin was really close to you.
"show me." he said looking into your eyes
"hmm?" you slightly hid your scarred arm behind you
"show me or I'll see it for myself" his eyes went down to your arm with the towel on it that you hid behind your back
"what if I don't wanna show you" you mumbled out. Jimin narrowed his eyes at you and sighed looking down he went back to your bed and plopped down rubbing his face in pure distress
"Is it wrong of me if I care about you?" he asked looking back at you.
You gulped at that question looking anywhere but at Jimin. You looked down and stared at your feet, you heard shuffling and could hear Jimin getting off the bed. You saw his feet standing in front of you and you slowly looked up to meet his gaze. His eyes weren't dark anymore but you could see his soft features much more clearly now, his eyes were soft and full of concern pleading you to tell him what happened to you.
You didn't answer to his question but it seemed as if both of you were interacting each other with your eyes. He delicately held on to the towel and removed it from your hand.
Your tears were at the brim of your eyes
why does he have to be so persistent? He dropped the towel to the floor and saw your hand. The scar was fresh and the blood was still visible, the cut that was deep was threatening the blood to flow over again. He just lightly held your hand and examined the scars.
You thought he would freak out or scream at you or just say something, anything out of disappointment but he kept quiet. He slightly rubbed his thumb on your scars and looked back at you. His eyes soft and feeling the pain as well.
"why did you do this?" he asked softly, you swallowed once more trying to get rid of the lump stuck in your throat, you looked away from his eyes and looked at the way his hands gently carassed your arms
"is something happening in school?"you shook your head lightly, Jimin caraseed your face with his other hand making you look at him, he was so close
"look at me and tell me honestly...." he rubbed your cheek with his thumb. You blinked trying to fight back the tears that were threatening to fall but you failed, you started tearing up and ended up crying.
You covered your face with your free hand but Jimin removed your hand from your face and pulled you closer to him, hugging you.