UNCONTROLLABLE DESIRE (Jimin X Reader AU)

Chapter 26

Waking up you had been dazed by your dreams and you weren't sure who to share these feelings with. You thought of calling someone... literally anyone and share these thoughts with. Why were you feeling so agitated and distressed about something you weren't even sure of. Those flashes were more than just a dream. They felt more like memories...faded memories that you somehow forgot or a parallel universe that was coming in contact with you.

All these assumptions were driving you insane and only the thought of getting answers was inside your head. But how? Who'd believe all this, who could help without thinking I'm going crazy.

You being demonized wasn't enough and now this.

Your mind wandered off to call Jimin but how would he know the answers to your God forsaken nightmares but maybe someone who could really help you, someone who put you in this trance in the first place...

You kept on pinching your lips being lost deep in thoughts that you didn't even hear someone entering your room.
"Y/N!!" You snapped out looking at your dad who was angry looking at your bewildered form
"What's wrong with you? Your mom and I have been calling out for you for hours. Did you not hear us at all?"

"I'm sorry dad I was just....there's a lot going on in my head"

"Is everything okay? Do you wanna talk about it?"

You opened your mouth to say yes but stopped, you did want to talk about it but how and what will you say?

"I do.....but I don't know how to tell you guys" you said looking down at your hands that rested on your lap

"How about you come down and we'll talk together while having breakfast" you nodded sighing  and walking up to him as he gestured you to. He side hugged you bringing you down

"What happened?? She was deep asleep, wasn't she? Honey are you okay?" Your mom bombarded you with questions as she saw your sluggish form. The truth is you hadn't been able to sleep back since you got that nightmare of being stabbed, the look in that man's eyes was something you had seen before, but in all honesty you were scared, scared to go back to sleep and experience all that again even though it was just a dream but your body felt the pain and everything in that dream felt so real to the touch....even Jimin.

"Sweet heart calm down.... she's a little restless that's all. We can talk after we have something to eat"

"Oh alright...I made pancakes today and they're extra fluffy just the way you like it" your mom said trying to cheer you up. You smiled a little at that and took your seat on the table wondering what are you gonna tell your parents about all this messed up situation that has been stealing your sleep lately.
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"Well here's the girl of the year!" Yona exclaimed excitedly as today marked the day of their group's reunion. Everyone had grown up to become something, looked more mature, talked mature but they were still the same old pals cherishing the old memories they spent together. May was happy to see all of them and everyone hooted as their team leader made way to her seat that the group had been saving for her.

"My girls look pretty as ever" May giggled

"Talk about yourself, how are you doing? Bet you already got a man on his knees for you" one of them chuckles

"Well.... we're not there yet but I've got someone" May admitted being confident as ever
Everyone ooo'd at her comment and she got praises like the old days.

"May, what are you doing nowadays? Yona told us it'll be pretty hard to get a hold of you"

"Nothing much I've been assigned as the new stylist for the next fashion week at AMX....no Biggie" she shrugged her shoulders while giggling as the other girls had their mouths dropped open