UNCONTROLLABLE DESIRE (Jimin X Reader AU)

Chapter 18

(A/N BEFORE YOU START OFF WITH THIS CHAPTER LET ME WARN YOU THAT THIS CHAPTER MIGHT CONTAIN TRIGGERING AND UPSETTING SCENES⚠⚠☠💀. IF YOU AREN'T COMFORTABLE READING THESE SORT OF THINGS, YOU CAN SKIP THIS CHAPTER . IT MIGHT CONTAIN VIOLENCE AND ADULTERY SO...YEAH THAT'S ALL I WANTED TO TELL APART FROM THAT YEAH ENJOY)

"y/n I'm so sorry this is all my fault I should've never involved you in these things, but I couldn't help it you were mine and only mine to be. I should have never challenged fate itself"

"ssskkksskk but the price sksksks has to be paid"

"and she'll make a good worth for the price sksksks"

"YOU CAN'T TAKE WHAT'S ALREADY OURS!!!"

"YOU'RE MINE!!!!"

"Your time has come *smirks*"

"NO!!!" you screamed waking up from your slumber. You felt yourself suffocating once again. The nightmare reappeared but you heard a familiar voice. It was sad and full of hurt;

why was he apologizing?

You saw those horrible, terrifying creatures more like beast; whispering but those faded voices always change into screams. You hear screeching. Somehow you felt extremely scared and terrified because either way you did see it; saw those creatures talking about things that doesn't make sense but you felt familiar with it. You were a sin...or changing into one; a tear escaped your eyes as you trembled. You cried in your own arms sitting up and bringing your knees close to your chest.

The room was silent until sudden rage hit you. Why was it your fault? Why do you only have to suffer alone? You never did things that you might deserve this? Why does everyone deserve to be happy but you? Everyone gets what they want except for you. This is not what I deserve, I can't take this anymore. I want revenge.

You started throwing the pillows from your bed, you messed up the bedsheets dropping down on the floor crying more. Everything inside you hurt. There was so much pain and anger built up within you that you couldn't control it anymore. The familiar feeling rose up again, your body temperature rising, your stomach churning and the sudden urge to throw up. But this time you felt your body cramping. You felt a dozen of needles stinging in your body, you growled in pain your veins popping out. You knocked down the items on your side table trying to gain support of yourself but you failed. The pain in your head increased and a sudden part of you refrained you from screaming out loud; which ended up being more painful. Your hands were on the floor now trying to indulge the pain, you saw your tears dripping down, but red drops too; blood. You shakily rose your hands and saw the same black marks as before imprinted like veins. You felt your face and you knew that the mutation is back. You're not human anymore, something more powerful was taking over you.

Your pain and everything felt normal in a blink of an eye. But you felt hungry, hungry for food,

for lust,

for revenge.

"well this is what happens when I starve myself for the whole day" you moved your head in circle massaging it trying to get rid of the pain. You got up and sighed looking at your clothes, wiping the tears from your face.

You went to your closet and chose a dress that you found it appealing to wear even though it was 2:00 am but you didn't care as you just woke up.

You changed letting your open hair fall down. You liked the way you look, anyone would. You smiled at your own thought but the smile soon faded when your stomach started growling. You went down to the kitchen to find the left-over dinner, you devoured it hungrily. The more you ate, the more you felt hungry the fuck?!