Playing With Knives- LoZ

Wild's Diary

[Here are the current entries in Wild's diary. This will make it easier for me to copy and paste them when someone reads the diary.]

Entry 1-
I've decided to keep a diary of sorts on this. A journal. I saw Wind writing in a notebook, and I thought that this would be a good idea. It's a way to keep track of myself, I guess. Myself and my feelings.

I've been feeling odd. Sounds vague, I know. Odd as in not happy, but not sad all the time. It's been like this since the I got my last two memories, I think. I just feel... hopeless. Like something bad is going to happen. Not something like the Calamity, but more personal. I'm probably just worrying too much.

Last night, I showed the others some of the stuff that I've found. They liked it. I liked it. It was fun. It's rare that I actually enjoy myself. Partly because I don't really have a chance, but also because it's hard. I can't find much that I actually enjoy. Wind is fun to be around. He reminds me of... something. Or someone. Probably someone. It's that distant kind of remembering. The kind where it seems familiar, but you can't quite put your finger on it. It's a familiar feeling to me.

I've decided that I'm going to pretend that I'm enjoying myself, and maybe that'll make it true. I'm going to do the same with being happy and stuff. Anyways, I don't want the others to worry about me. They have other things to worry about.

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Entry 2-
I'm very confused. I just realized that I also forgot about myself, so I technically don't know me. But it's different from not knowing who my friends were, cuz I can get to know myself, cuz I'm still alive. Anyway, I'll admit that I don't really care as much about myself. Why should I care that much about myself when there's other more important things to be thinking about?

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Entry 3-
Goddesses I'm stupid and clumsy and generally not that good. I accidentally hit Wind with my sword cuz he was a little close to me while I was practicing on a tree. It wasn't his fault, though. It was mine. I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings, and that's pretty important.

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Entry 4-
They saw the Gerudo disguise. I'm not sure what they thought. Twilight guessed what it was for, and he was right. That doesn't mean he doesn't think it's weird, though.
I know all of my worries are irrational, but I can't help but convince myself that they're all true. For all I know, this could be a giant Yiga thing. They could all be Yiga spies. Even Wind. He seems so innocent, though. But that would make sense in this context. They want to make it seem like they can be trusted, but they can't.