In sickness and in health....

Its out

A couple days had passed since joe came home and both Joe and Dianne wanted a nice day together before their busy schedules start again! Dianne had dropped out of the Strictly tour because of how much was happening with joe, she hadn't dropped out of this season of Strictly though, she was gonna do that because it was filmed in London (it's starting in 2 weeks).

Joe: should we go on a date today, we haven't been since i got diagnosed 3 months ago?
Dianne: I would love to go on a date with you joe, we're should we go?
Joe: we should walk to the London eye and go on it then go for lunch.
Dianne: you have 2types of cancer and you've just gad surgery can you walk that far?
Joe: di after next week I might nit be able to walk again ever so i 100% want to do this.
Dianne: only if we can take a wheelchair with us in case.
Joe: whatever makes you happy my love.

Joe and Dianne got ready and left the house, joe walked beside Dianne holding tight to her hand as he never wanted to let go.

Joe: you know that its gonna be hard on us for a while now right?
Dianne: i know
Joe: you can leave if things pressure you to much
Dianne: no way, i love you and want to get you healthy and back on your feet
Joe: I love you to

They carried on walking for a bit.

Joe: I don't feel good
Dianne: sit down you've over done yourself

Joe sat in the chair and Dianne pushed him. As they were walking a crowd of teenagers come marching up to them, they gathered in a circle around them.

Teenager 1: look who it is guys its Joe Sugg and Dianne Buswell
Teenager 2: We used to love you but you stopped posting.
Teenager 3: when was the last time you uploaded joe?
Joe: 5 months ago, honestly there is a good explanation.
Teenager 2: oh is there now? Care to share
Dianne: you don't have to Joe
Joe: yeah i do di
Teenager 1: yes he does di
Joe: the reason I've been very inactive lately is because I'm sick, very sick! There will be a video coming explaining all this but for now this is all you need to know.

All the teens walked away ashamed of themselves for harassing a sick boy. It was obvious that he wasn't lying because of the wheelchair. Joe instantly started crying and Dianne comforted him! After this they decided to go home and watch a movie.

Joe: ugh Dianne have you been having n Twitter?
Dianne: no what's happening
Joe: someone got a pic of me in the wheelchair and it's all over the Internet, I really need to make an explanation video.
Dianne: I understand that, if you don't do one people are gonna make things up about you.
Joe: should i go do it now?
Dianne: it depends how your feeling?
Joe: i feel ok you know
Dianne: then do when you must do and when you're finished i'll be waiting for you.

Joe went to record a video, he decided to edit it for the night and that's what he did. He then uploaded it at 6 and awaited for his fans reaction.

Joe had so many nice comments, telling him to take a break and get better! Wishing him luck with his two rounds of chemo every week! There were also a phew negative comment but joe decided to ignore them and focus on the nice ones.

Joe then had many text messages from many celebs/YouTubers he had worked with in the past, all shocked by the news of course and all sad two that their friend has been going through so much in the past 3 months.

Joe and Dianne went to bed that night, joe feeling happy that he didn't have to hide his cancer anymore.

The next morning Dianne had to go to the strictly studios to rehears for the upcoming 1 Strictly episode.

Joe: do you think I can come with you, I don't want stay here all day doing nothing.
Dianne: yeah sure, won't you be bored just watching me dance?
Joe: i love watching you dance.

The strictly studios was quite far from their apartment so they ordered an Uber. Joe's chemo hadn't begun yet so he could walk but recently his bones had really started to hurt so they took the wheelchair with them as this morning the pain was really bad. Danne rolled Joe through the door of the studios and took him through to the boy's dressing room, she knocked on the door,

Dianne: can joe come in here while i and the rest of the girls get changed?
Neil: sure he can, come Joe

Dianne then turned to Joe.

Dianne: do you want to walk or go in the chair?
Joe: I should be fine to walk.

Joe got up gave dianne a kiss and walked slowly and painfully towards the sofa were he was greeted by some of the other pro boys.

Dianne: Neil can I talk to you outside?
Neil: sure

Dianne and neil stepped out of room.

Dianne: if something happens send someone to come get me
Neil: Dianne i'm sure he'll be fine
Dianne: he's been in pain this morning, can you talk to him please make sure he's ok.
Neil: i'll talk to him when everyone is dancing the dance i'm not in.
Dianne: thanks Neil

Neil went back in, he went to sit by Joe and the other pro boys.

Neil: so joe you've had an eventful couple months
Joe: yeah you can say that i guess
Gorka: how are you
Joe: I don't know one day i feel like I'm getting better them the next day something happens like past week.
Johannes: what happened last week
Joe: it's a long story,watch my latest YouTube video

Then someone came to get all the Boys except Neil as he wasn't in this number so now was the perfect time for him to talk to Dianne as he had promised to Dianne.

Neil: you don't have to lie in front of me, how you doing really?
Joe: what do you mean lying
Neil: it's obvious you're not ok.
Joe: (starting to cry) i'm fine
Neil: Joe you can always talk to me
Joe: it's so hard Neil, I'm always in so much pain. I wake up scared that something bad will happen. How am I supposed to take care of Dianne when I can't take care of myself. She's been working none stop since I got diagnosed, training then coming home to watch me! She doesn't deserve this neil.
Neil: Joe dianne understands that you're sick and can barely take care of yourself she wants to help you, she wants you to open up to her. She doesn't want you acting that you're fine when you're not, all she wants is for you to get better.

Joe understood were Neil was coming from, and didn't know what to do, but then decided that he should talk to dianne later when they're home.

After the girls were changed Dianne came to get joe. He could barely move as the pain had started again. Graziano helped Dianne to pick him up, joe lifted both his arms and wrapped them over Graziano and Dianne, they then started walking towards the door, but joe was in so much pain he couldn't make one step. He was crying so much and Dianne and Graziano held him tight.

Dianne: Neil thank god your here can you get Joe's chair please he can't walk that far.

Neil got Joe's chair and he sat down in it he was so relieved to not have to walk. Dianne rolled Joe to the girls dressing room were her an Joe sat on the sofa cuddled up to each other as it was only them in there.
Then some of the other girls came in. All of the girls had decided not to talk to them about the cancer and act normal around Joe.

Katya: awwww cutie pies
Nadiya: Does anyone wanna go out for lunch
Katya: I will
Amy: i will to
Dianne: i can't sorry
Joe: You should go babe
Dianne: no its fine we need to take you home
Joe: i know you wanna go plus we have a jam packed week in front of us chemo tomorrow and Wednesday. Then home were my friends and their girlfriends are coming! Then we're back at the hospital for a week for my surgery.
Dianne: true but what will you do?
Joe: I'll call one of my friends to come get me, Caspar and Josh live 5mins walk away so I'll go there and you can pick me up when you're done.
Dianne: ok then

Dianne and the girls left and Joe called Josh to come get him.