Brie Larson Imagines (Fem!reader)

Pregnant 2 (C.D)

Requested by XxRandomee10
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She was beautiful. She looked exactly like you, no resemblance to her father besides her little nose.

The moment you held her for the first time in your arms you broke down in tears. You were a mother now and there are no words to describe what you're feeling.

"She is beautiful. What's her name?" the nurse asked with a smile on her face.

You looked at Pepper, who was standing next to you with tears in her eyes, silently asking her if she heard anything from Carol. When she shook her head no, your heart shuttered to pieces as you looked down at the little bundle that rested safely in your arms

"Ariana" you replied, remembering how much Carol liked that name

"Ariana Laura Danvers" the nurse nodded before taking the baby, letting you rest.

The moment she walked out the door with your baby you turned to Pepper again

"You did call Fury, right?" she nodded

"Then why isn't she here?" you asked, your voice cracking.

"I'll call Fury, ok? You need to rest, now. Don't worry about it, ok? I'm sure she is fine." Pepper reassured you as she took the phone out of her jeans pocket and walked out of the room, leaving you alone with your thoughts

What if something happened to her? What if this mission was too dangerous for her to go alone? What if... She didn't make it?

You could feel the tears running down your face, but you didn't care to wipe them out. The pain you were feeling was ten times worse than any physical pain. You felt as if someone squeezed your heart until there was nothing left but a muddle of blood.

She promised she would come back. She always did. What changed now? I can't do this alone... Ariana needs her, I need her...

Your thoughts were interrupted by Pepper entering the room. Her expression was the answer to all of your questions.

"They lost contact... They don't know what happened to her"

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A few days later, you and little Ariana were released from your hospital room and were allowed to go home.

There were still no news of Carol, but Fury promised you he will not stop until she is found. Rage was what you felt regarding that man. If he hadn't sent Carol to that stupid mission she would have been there with you, holding your daughter in her arms and telling her how much she loves her.

He apologized many times already, but apologies would not bring your Carol back

"You can shove your apologies up your ass, Fury. It's your fault she is not here" you had told him.

You knew blaming it all on him wasn't fair. He just did his job, he had nothing to do with Carol's disappearance, but he still could have closed that one eye he has left and let her be.

Ariana's crying made you forget your rage and brought you back to reality.

"It's ok, baby girl. Mommy is here" you cooed her and started feeding her.

"You know? Your momma decided your name. Do you like it? Ariana?" you told her in a little baby voice, making your baby squint in amusement.

Your phone ringing distracted you from her and went to pick it up, placing it between your ear and shoulder, while holding Ariana.