Spider-Man one shots

Suicidal 2.0

Caution suicide warnings and dark thoughts also unedited bc it's late at night and I'm going in and out of consciousness. I wanted to post a "long"er story than usual bc I won't post at all this week due to finals. However through out winter break I have concluded that I'll finish all my requests which many are made just not edited. Anyways enjoy. 

Peter sighed as he stared down the bridge. His heart slowly beating, his body felt numb. He felt numb. Tears fell down his face but he didn't feel sadness, instead he felt guilt, numb, anger, and the feeling of almost being relieved.

He gripped tightly onto the letter he wrote to Mr. Stark. The one who he thought cared for him, oh what an idiot he was. He stared down at the letter and watched as a section went wet due to his tear that fell.

"Just one small step." Peter whispered. "And the pains over."

He dropped his note and spider-man mask, looking down once more before closing his eyes and feeling his body fly up for one second before plummeting down.

Earlier in the week

Peter was beyond upset due to the new James Johnna Jameson man causing a bad picture on spider man. Today he was technically blamed for being a bitch. So Peter did the rational thing and went home towards the Avengers compound and threw his back pack around in anger.

It didn't help. He walked out the room and decided to go talk to Tony. The only one who managed to make the boy smile on the toughest of days. Peter walked down the hallway towards the lab.

Tony looked at Steve and furrowed his eyebrows. "Cap Im telling you it's not right."

"Tony-"

"Steve, Tony stop. Look." Natasha said pointing at a map. "It's the coordinates that Nick sent and wether it's right or not we have to go."

"Of course, listen to what the super spy says." Tony rolled his eyes and turned to leave.

Peter stood and looked at Tony. "Mr. Stark-"

"Go bother someone else kid." Tony muttered, walking off and slamming the door annoyed. Peter felt his heart shatter and looked at the others who just looked then ignored Peter before discussing more about a mission.

Peter walked out and left. He headed back up to his room only to be face to face with Thor and Clint arguing in front of his bedroom door. They were yelling at one another and Clint was about to get hit but he dodged it and fell into Peters room.

"Uncle Thor-" Peter saw Thor push Clint as they continued to argue now inside Peters bedroom. "Uncle Clint-"

"I SAID SORRY THOR!" Clint growled hitting Thor. Thor pushes Clint hard and he hit the wall, the shelf which housed Peters picture frame of his mom, dad, uncle, and aunt. A special frame that was crafted for Peter. "To Peter, our baby, love your family."

Everyone went silent as they watched it fall and crack. Peters face went pure white and he looked down with tears falling.

"Peter-"

"NO! GET OUT MY ROOM!" Peter cried out as he bent down and picked up the broken frame. The only thing he had from his dead family. "Please go." Thor and Clint walked out and he stared at the photo, crying into it.

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The next day

Peter woke up, eyes puffy from what happened yesterday. He hopped today would be better. Peter got out of bed and headed towards school, where the casual bullying of Flash occurred. He ignored it and headed towards his usual alley to become spider-man.