Often confusing

Forget the sea

I've always wanted to forget the sea,
Its drowning waters,
It's cold breeze.
But now that it's done I cant wait to see,
What it holds for me.

I forgot what the blue is today,
Tomorrow even more,
Till none remains, no water, no deep,
Within my hollow keep.

I've always wanted to forget the sea,
But know that I might, I stand in fright.
Its pain and misery, beauty and peace,
And one day, gone to me.