20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

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I sipped on my green tea.

Huening Kai sipped on his grape juice.

We didn't go together like sugar and spice.

Peaches and cream.

Bow and arrow.

But, I loved him and he loved me.

Maybe it wasn't the same type of love from both sides, but it was working.

And, that's fine.

Right?

"Beomgyu, you sure you okay?" Kai asked a second time.

He took my hand in his.

I intertwined our fingers.

My heart fluttered.

But it wasn't like how it fluttered when you grabbed my hand.

I looked up from the floor.

Kai's lovestruck eyes made me realise something.

I had to break up with him.

But I couldn't.

So I ran away.

Kai would hate me if I broke up with him.

My friendship group would be split in two.

Everyone would hate me.

They can't hate me.

I don't want them to hate me.

I'm nothing if they hate me.

๑ Maybe I'm already n o t h i n g. ๑