20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

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"S-stop" you whimpered.

You had finally turned around.

Mainly because I had grabbed your arm.

I guess I didn't need them to talk to you.

At least.

Not anymore.

Anyway, that's besides the point.

Because right now.

You had tears in your eyes.

Big fat tears.

They were beginning to roll down.

"No, let me explain. We weren't avoiding you-"

"Then why were you guys having lunch without me? It's been literal months since we've all been together as a five, and I've been waiting for that day just to find out you guys have already been hanging out without me?-"

"That was the first time" I tried.

"It doesn't seem like it" You pouted.

You tugged away from my grip.

I refrained from clutching my heart.

Because it hurt too much.

Because it felt like someone had poked it.

With a needle.

"But it was, we decided to put things behind us and then you showed up. We weren't purposefully leaving you out" I tried.

"That wasn't just it. You guys were arguing about doing something or not, what was that?".

I gulped.

My throat dry.

My blood cold.

"I-it's nothing" I dug myself a deeper hole.

I couldn't tell you.

This wasn't the right time.

This wasn't how I envisioned it.

"You're hiding something from me-"

"No-"

"Then what were you talking about?" You yelled this time.

Still crying.

I couldn't take it.

F*ck timing.

F*ck my envisioning.

๑ "I love you, okay?". ๑