20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

๑ 83 ๑

I tapped my feet on the beige floor.

My eyes flicked to the analogue clock at the top of the wall every second.

I ignored the constant noises coming from my phone.

Obviously being messages and calls from my father.

It's not like I wanted him to worry.

It's just that all I could bring myself to do was stare into nothingness.

Body numb.

Feeling dumb.

Wondering why.

Why I didn't do anything when I had found out.

Why you didn't tell me the truth.

Why you didn't tell me it was getting this bad.

Why you had to push me away.

"Choi Beomgyu?"

I looked up.

A nurse.

F*cking finally.

I needed to see you.

Needed to know if you were okay.

"Yes?" I let out.

My voice was kinda shaky.

๑ "Mr Choi's available for visiting now." ๑