20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

๑ 4 ๑

It was just me, you and the stars.

Like spaghetti and meatballs.

Wine and cheese.

Lock and key.

I would normally feel content like this.

But I couldn't.

Not when I had spent the whole day crying about you.

And Kai.

But mostly you.

"Why don't you love him, anyway?" You had asked, like it was simple to love someone.

"I don't know I just see him as a really good friend" I shrugged.

I focused on the mesmerising celestial bodies scattered across the dark sky.

They reminded me of you.

Your eyes.

It made me want to cry.

But I couldn't cry.

"Why did you agree to dating him in the first place-" you cut yourself off.

I froze.

Memories.

Flash.

Like a bolt of lightening.

A roar of thunder.

Hitting me like the pitter patter of rain.

"I'm sorry, that was a stupid question. I-I wasn't thinking" you apologised.

I felt my heart start to plummet.

Because I was still frozen.

And I didn't want you to worry.

I never want you to worry.

I am n o t h i n g.

๑ Why worry about n o t h i n g? ๑