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"... So he just left you?" Yeonjun asked.

I nodded my head.

I felt mislead.

And wrecked.

Though that was mainly due to my sleep schedule that was messed.

"That doesn't sound like him" he frowned.

I scoffed.

I had to throw my head back.

I had to laugh.

"What's funny?" Jjuni's frown deepened.

I laughed some more.

Mainly to hide the pain.

"Because that does sound like him hyung, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the ups and downs, I'm sick of him hiding things from me. I thought once we were together that would be it."

"Couples still fight-"

"That's the thing. Couples fight. We don't fight, Jjuni. He just starts drifting away from me and I get all confused, so I drift away from him too. There's no communication" I snapped.

I took a sip of the punch.

Like it was alcohol.

Even though we were underage.

I liked to pretend.

I've always liked to pretend.

When things were going wrong.

I liked to pretend that they were just fine.

Like right now.

I shouldn't have told Yeonjun how I was really feeling.

I should've just pretended I was fine.

I should've pretended that I wasn't sad.

That I wasn't angry.

But most of all.

๑ I should've pretended that I wasn't worried as f*ck about you. ๑