20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

๑ 93 ๑

tw // purging.

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My eyes felt droopy.

I was tired.

More tired than I usually was on Mondays.

I knew why.

It had been a week.

A week since those letters started coming in.

A week since I've eaten.

A week that's consisted of me faking.

Faking to Kai that I'm okay.

Faking to Yeonjun that I'm okay.

Faking to Taehyun that I'm okay.

Faking to my father that I'm okay.

Faking to you that I'm okay.

By eating.

Only to throw up afterwards.

But it felt good.

It felt good to be hungry.

It felt good to be tired.

Because I was slowly getting prettier.

๑ Prettier enough for you. ๑