It was just me.
You.
And a star.
The sun.
Like oil and water.
Forks and power outlets.
Bathtubs and toasters.
"Wh-what do you wanna talk about?" I asked.
I felt nervous.
I didn't now why.
I never felt nervous around you.
But today.
You just seemed distant.
This had been happening more frequently.
I hated it.
Why couldn't we be together again?
Why were we so split apart?
Was it because of me?
Did you not like me?
How the hell am I supposed to confess to you if you don't even like me platonically?
Just tell me how you feel.
Just talk to me.
Just stop avoiding me.
It's too complicated.
You're too complicated.
I don't like it.
But I love you.
So I have to endure it.
Even if it made my head hurt.
Like a math equation.
Or a physics test.
Or literally anything to do with school-
"I don't know" you finally responded.
"Yes you do. Just tell me how you feel, talk to me, stop avoiding me".
"It's too complicated".
"No, you're too complicated".
It was silent.
I didn't like it.
But I loved you.
So I had to endure it.
Even if it made my head hurt.
Like a math equation.
Or a physics test.
Or literally anything to do with school.
"How're things with Yeonjun?" You asked.
I frowned.
All that silence.
All that thinking.
Just for you to ask that?
Why couldn't we talk like normal?
Why couldn't we be together again?
Why were we so split apart?
Was it because of your father?
Was it because of me?
Did you not like me?
How the hell am I supposed to confess to you if you don't even like me platonically?
"We broke up" I deadpanned.
"How're things with Rosé?" I asked.
I didn't know why.
I just felt a need to.
Even though it hurt my heart.
I still did it.
Because you did it.
It was stupid.
And childish.
I'm stupid.
And childish.
"I think I love her".
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Romance'It was just me, you and the stars.' started: 31/01/20 ended: 04/05/20
