"You ditched me. You ditched all of us. Sure, I'm low-key happy you outed Taehyun to me, but still" Kai frowned.
I frowned too.
This wasn't working.
I needed this to work.
So that they'd get you to talk to me.
To stop airing me.
To stop ignoring my texts.
So I could tell you.
That I love you.
Just you.
Only you.
Forever you.
"I know, and I'm sorry about that-"
"If Beom never confessed to you, would you even have came back to us?" Yeonjun chimed in.
"Exactly, it's like you only want us when you need us. That's not how friendships works" Taehyun added.
I frowned deeper.
This wasn't working.
But I needed this to work.
So I could tell you.
That I love you.
Just you.
Only you.
Forever you.
"But we'll do it" Kai concluded.
Like he was some spokesperson.
"No we won't" Yeonjun and Taehyun spoke.
In unison.
"Yes we will" Kai argued.
"No we won't".
"Yes we will".
"No we won't-"
"This is going to go on forever" I almost whined.
It was giving me a headache.
I couldn't take it.
It made me rethink rejoining this friend group.
Not literally.
These were the only real friends I'd ever had.
I only pushed them away.
Because of my anger.
"You're right, I guess we'll do it" Yeonjun gave in.
"Wait, no we won't-"
"Please" I had to interrupt.
So that I could tell you.
That I love you.
Just you.
Only you.
Forever you.
"Only because you're cute" Taehyun teased.
I smiled.
It felt nice.
Being together again.
In the music room.
Like the old times.
But there was someone missing.
And that was you.
Speaking of you.
You were there.
Standing at the door.
Which was slightly open.
You looked sad.
That's when I realised something.
Us four hanging out together.
Without you.
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Romance'It was just me, you and the stars.' started: 31/01/20 ended: 04/05/20
