20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

๑ 19 ๑

Everyone always made jokes that me and you were always in a 20cm radius of each other, that we were like Yin and Yang.

Salt and pepper.

Coffee and cream.

But, ever since that night, it was like we were always apart.

Because I had started distancing myself from you.

Because I was scared.

Scared because whenever I looked at you, I wanted to grab your hand and call you mine.

Scared because whenever you stood close to me, all I could think about was how your lips might taste.

And it hurt.

It hurt because I always thought fruity perfume and floral summer dresses would be the thing to split us apart.

It hurt because you kept trying to talk to me.

It hurt because we used to be like Yin and Yang.

Salt and pepper.

Coffee and cream.

Now we were like oil and water.

Drugs and alcohol.

Bathtubs and toasters.

But it hurt the most because without me, you had started spending more time with fruity perfume and floral dresses.

And I knew it was only a short amount of time before I'd lose you to her.

All because I was scared.

It made me feel a thing I hadn't felt in a while.

๑ It made me feel like n o t h i n g. ๑