20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

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"Are you even listening?" You snapped.

You looked angry.

You were angry.

It made me frustrated.

Because I wanted to talk to you.

I wanted to confess to you.

But you wouldn't listen to me.

You wouldn't let me speak.

Almost as if you were angry at me.

Which didn't make sense.

But I didn't know how to talk to you.

How to ask you what was wrong.

Because I'd lost the ability to talk freely with you.

Since you had became my crush.

Every word I say to you matters.

I have to think before I speak.

And that causes me to overthink.

And not speak.

"Sorry" I quickly apologised.

You sighed.

But carried on tutoring me.

In maths.

A subject I wasn't even bad at.

It made me feel terrible.

Because I couldn't tell you the real reason.

The reason why it did what it did.

So you were wasting your time.

Tutoring me.

In maths.

A subject I wasn't even bad at.

I had to pretend clueless.

All because I was scared.

So scared.

Of it.

But I've realised.

With you.

๑ I don't need to feel scared of anything. ๑