20cm ๑ SOOGYU ✔️

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"I thought you couldn't make it today" she widened her eyes.

I shrugged.

I didn't think.

I never thought anymore.

I sat next to her.

"Me too" I deadpanned.

Because right now I should've been with you.

Right now we should've been playing video games together.

But I said no.

I said that I was already gonna be with her.

And I knew you were sad.

So sad.

Because it was almost as if I had forgotten what you had told me.

That I had forgotten that you were scared of our relationship falling apart.

Because of her.

"We've been going on a lot of dates, haven't we?" She started.

I nodded my head.

Silent.

"I really like you" she explained.

And I knew it was a lie.

Because I had to practically beg her to go out with me.

Because I wanted to distract myself.

From the feelings I got from you.

And she only responded to my feelings when she went to my house.

And saw that it was a mansion.

But I didn't care.

Because I want to distract myself.

From the feelings I get from you.

"Do you want to be my boyfriend?" She asked.

I froze.

That meant commitment.

That meant spending more time with her.

Would you distance yourself from me again?

Would you doubt our friendship again?

I knew I shouldn't have.

But I shrugged.

I didn't think.

I never thought anymore.

๑ "Yeah". ๑