BOOK ONE | jace wayland imagines

3. can't act anymore

STORY CREATED BY standbylightwoods

The second you saw golden blonde hair and the Jace Wayland's arm on Alec's shoulder,youknew that something went wrong on a mission that day.You suddenly started to run to them after you whispered Jace's name.When you arrived where they were,Alec couldn't resist on Jace's weight so Jace struggled with walking.But you hardly grabbed him so he didn't fall.

''What happened?''You asked to Alec while Jace was breathing fastly but weaker.

''The demon pushed him against the wall.While doing that demon's claw cut his chest.He lost a lot of blood but I somehow managed to stop the bleeding before he passed out-''

You grabbed Jace and he started lying on the floor but you grabbed his head and put it on your lap.He hardly opened his eyes.

''Y/N?''He whispered.''I'm okay...''

''Not now but you will be.''You said erasing the dirt on his forehead.You looked at how much pain he had and that destroyed you.After 4 years of liking him afar and him not knowing it killed you inside but seeing him in pain literally destroyed you.

He smiled weakly then held your hand.

''Let's take him to the infirmary room Alec.Come on.''You said letting his head go softly.Alec grabbed him and you called Izzy while you were going to the infirmary room.

After calling Silent Brothers for help and 2 hours of treatment,Jace was put in sleep,and carried to his room.You refused to go back to your room and went to his.

You sat next to him for hours,just watching him while he's asleep.His blonde hair shined and all you wanted to do was stroking it.So you did.

3 hours later Jace opened his eyes.

''Y/N?Why are you here?I'm okay.''He said looking at you.

''I know,I just wanted to be here.I couldn't sleep,I was worried about you.''

''I know how that feels.''He said.''It happens to me too when I'm worried about you.''

You gave him a confused look.When he's worried about you?''Wha-''

He cut you off.''Nevermind,can you help change this bandage?It's already way too bloody.''

''Yeah sure.''You got a new bandage from his nightstand and started to remove the ol done.While you removing the bandage,you gave yourself time to look at him.You looked at his runes,scars,abs.You realized that you loved every inch of him unconditionally.The time you have given yourself ended with Jace grabbing your hand.

''I'm sorry,I can't do this.''He said.

''What?''

''I can't just sit here acting like I'm chill while you're so close to me.I can't act like I don't feel anything while everywhere you touch tingles.I'm sorry,I can't act anymore.''

You were still next to him on his bed on your knees.You hand was so close to his cheek and he was still holding it.The things he said made you frozen and the only thing you could say was ''Then don't.''

The second you said that he smashed his lips into yours after looking at them for a good ten seconds.You wrapped your arms around his neck and wrapped his around your waist.That's what his lips tasted like you thought.The question you spend thinking about it for ours was answered.

When you pulled away from the kiss,he was still holding you close to his body.

''The moment that I saw you,4 years ago when you came to institute,I thought that I never saw nobody sparkled the way you did.And 4 years later,still to this day,you are the only thing shining to my eyes.''He said whispering.

''I remember that day.One of the most unforgettable days in my life.Sometimes when I look at you I still see that bold blond 13 year old dude who I fell in love with.And after 4 years I still love you just like the moment I saw you.''

''I love you too.''He said before giving you a soft kiss and smile. Looking at those beautiful eyes without trying to avoid them was all you've ever wanted in life and you got it

Jace Wayland has been always unpredictable.He would go to missions without saying anything or asking permission.He would break the rules every once in a while even without thinking.But you would always be there to back him up when he did something wrong.