BOOK ONE | jace wayland imagines

4. i'll always choose you

STORY CREATED BY lovemakesyoustronger

Being a Shadowhunter sometimes wasn't a easy calling,mostly because all the creepy demons that were on the every step of the way.I was on my mission when suddenly two demons appeared in front of me..I killed one with ease but the second one was a though one so eventually I managed to take him down..I felt sharp pain on my right side so I lifted my shirt to take a look and there was a scratch from the demon..I activated the healing rune and started walking to the Institute..As soon as I walked in Jace and Alec were waiting for me and as soon Jace laid his eyes on me he knew something was wrong 'Oh my God Y/N,are you okay.'I tried to keep a straight face but the pain was so strong 'Umm it's just a scratch don't worry.'But no matter how much I tried he just didn't let me without checking me..'I don't care you're coming with me.'I let out a sigh and looked at Alec who also looked worried 'Seriously I'll be fine..I just need a good sleep that's all.'But that didn't work either 'No you're coming and that's final.'I let out a sigh 'Fine.'

I was sitting on one of the beds in infirmary while Izzy checked my wound..I could see Jace leaning on the door..Izzy finished checking my wound and I was free to go 'Here all done.'She smiled at me and I smiled back 'Thanks Izzy.' She nodded her head 'Anytime but you should be more careful Y/N'.I nodded my head and she left the room..I saw Jace walking toward me 'Jace babe,you need to stop worrying..I'm okay!'He hugged me and let out a sigh 'I know baby but every time you get hurt I'm scared that I'm going to lose you and it's scaring the shit out of me.'I pulled away and put my hands on his cheeks looking him in the eyes..'You're not going to lose me because I'm not going anywhere.'He smiled and I kissed him when we pulled away 'Now please lets go to bed I feel like I was hit by a huge truck..'He started laughing and I did to ..'Yeah baby lets go.'

A few days passed and my wound was completely gone and I was feeling great..Me,Jace and Clary we got the task from the Clave to go and talk with Seelie Queen but Simon soon joined us because being stubborn as he is he didn't want to leave Clary alone.

The things were going on pretty well until strange thing started happening,and by strange I mean that Jace and Simon suddenly couldn't move because of the live line that began to wrap around them and the only way to free them is that Clary have to kiss the one that she most desires and suddenly I knew that this can't be good..Even if she was with Simon and I was with Jace I just knew that he's not the one..So my doubts were confirmed when her kiss with Simon didn't work..So now I was standing here completely lost watching how some other girl is kissing my boyfriend and I felt hurt inside of my whole body I looked at Simon seeing that he was in the exact same state as I was..Suddenly I felt like I couldn't breath so I thought that it was right for me to get away from here and I could hear Jace yelling my name but I couldn't stop I just kept walking..I walked into the Institute and started walking straight to my room when Alec saw me 'How did it go?'I brushed past him 'Ask them.'And with that I walked into my room slamming the door with all my strength and I finally let my tears fall sliding down the wall to sit on the ground..

Two weeks passed and I only left my room to go on a mission or to train completely ignoring Jace even if he tried to talk to me..I didn't want to talk with him or Clary..
I was sitting on my bed trying to watch some movie when I heard a loud knock at first I tried to ignore it but then suddenly Jace bursted into my room and I instantly got up from my spot 'What the hell do you think you're doing Wayland?' He looked at me 'Trying to talk to you.' I raised my eyebrows and crossed my arms over my chest 'Well I don't want to talk to you.'Suddenly he lifted me up over his shoulder and I started kicking and hitting him but he didn't let go 'We could do this on the easy way but since you always choose the hardest,well lets do this on the hard way.'At that point I realized that there's no point to fight so I stopped..
Finally he put me down and I observed the environment and we were now on the rooftop 'What are we doing here?' He tried to come closer but I took a step back so he stopped 'Plese Y/N let me explain.'
'There's nothing to explain Jace,I get it you're in love with her and you always will be no matter how it hurts I have to let you go.'I turned around walking closer to the edge looking down at the city..'But that's the point I don't love her I love you.'I turned around confused and his face was so close to mine,so when I tried to speak it came.out as a whisper 'You love me?!'He smiled at me and put his hand on my lower back to pull me even closer 'Yeah and if I have to choose between you and her..I will always choose you.'I looked from his eyes to his lips and back to his eyes 'Yeah?!'He nodded his head 'Yeah!'And with that he kissed me and I completely lost it like the first time he kissed me..I put my hands in his hair and when we pulled away he hugged me 'God how I missed you,I was scared that I lost you.' I hugged him tighter 'Told you baby I'm not going anywhere.'