BOOK ONE | jace wayland imagines

29. too shy to be noticed

STORY CREATED BY lovemakesyoustronger

   'Come on Y/N,can you reach it already?'I was standing on the kitchen table trying to get the flavor for Izzy,'Be patient please,I almost got it.'As I finally been able to grab it Jace walked into the kitchen and just like that my foot slipped and I fell down flavor all over me. I saw them smiling and God I wanted to disappear,they probably noticed that I never got up from the floor so Izzy was next to me helping me up.'Oh my God Y/N,are you okay?' I smiled gratefully at her 'Yeah!I think i'm gonna go take the shower.' And in that moment I slipped again on the damn flavor falling directly in Jaces arms,he was holding me tight and looking me in the eyes,but then he let go of me.'Are you okay?' I really want to disappear. 'I'm perfect,I think I'm gonna go now.' I quickly left the kitchen and started walking toward my room. I took a quick shower and dressed up,but now I was standing in front of the mirror wondering why I can't be just a little confident,because being shy and beside a very clumsy person isn't really good.'You're thinking about him,don't you?'I jumped because I didn't notice Izzy standing in my room with hands on her hips.'Damn izzy,you scared the hell out of me.'She walked and sat on my bed.'Don't change the subject,I know you better than anyone so don't you dare lie to me.'I turned around and looked into the mirror again'I don't know what are you're talking about.' I saw her getting up and walking toward me grabbing me by my shoulders.'You need to stop beating yourself up just because you love someone.'I stayed quite for a second..'It's easy for you to say,you're so confident.' 'Yeah,but even I have my moments too.You're perfect,you just don't see it.' Maybe she was right but I can't go just like that and tell Jace I love him,when I know that he don't feel the same way about me.He's perfect in every sing way.'When Izzy noticed that I didn't said anything she let out a sigh..'Honey,you need to tell him how you feel.' I wasn't sure what to say..but..'And what's the purpose,when he doesn't feel the same way about me.' She looked at me with simpathy..'Well at least you will know on what you are with all of this.'Maybe she was right again..but still..I turned around to hug her.'Thank you,but not today.'I let go of her 'Okay,as you wish.'and with that she left my room. The day passed fast and now a beautiful evening came,I didn't feel the need leaving my room so I just stayed in.Fliping the next page of my favorite book I heard a soft knock on my bedroom doors and than Jace walked in,looking perfect as always.I instantly stood up.'Hey are you feeling alright.' I looked at him before saying 'Ummm,yeah just a little bit brused.'He looked unsure 'Izzy told me you want to talk with me.' I looked confused but than it hit me..OH NO! she didn't..Oh God..She so dead...'I didn't want to talk to you.' He just nodded and he was ready to leave..'But since you're here lets talk.' He looked confused sitting on my bed.'Is everything okay.' I was lost,I don't know what I'm doing.'Yes,but I need to tell you something.'He gave me the sign to keep talking.'Maybe this will ruin our friendship,but I can't hide this from you anymore.' He looked kind of scared.'Okay,here we go! I'm in love with you.There I said it and it's perfectly fine if you don't feel the same way about me.Am not angry or anything.Izzy kept tell me everyday that I should tell you but I just didn't have the courage,because it's easy for her to say she's not shy like me or not to mention I'm clumsy as hell.Sooo that's all,and now you know.' He looked at me shocked and I just hung my head low looking at the floor,I felt him come near me lifting my head up so I can look at him,but I couldn't.'Hey look at me,You have no idea for how I waited to hear that.'Now I couldn't help but look at him confused..'You mean..' Wait is this really happening???? 'Yes it means that I love too and I don't care if you're shy and clumsy as hell just like you said it.You're perfect to me..You're good,loyal,brave and people love so don't you dare and say you're not worth it.' He kissed me with so much love and I felt the whole zoo running around in my stomach.He put his forhead on mine and we both smiled all I was able to say is..'Thank you Izzy!' He smiled a little bit louder before replying..'Thank you,indeed.' And than kissed me again,and I felt like time stopped for us because I finally got what I always wanted.