how to have sex with an alpha male? (How-To Series #1)

2. make him miss you

That night of Monday, hindi siya bumalik sa hotel room. I was crying. I poured out how bad I feel about myself and how could I get into a sex with someone I do not love and deserves my virginity. I mean, I was attracted to his good looks plus the fact that I want to get laid badly dahil na rin sa pressure ng pang-aasar ng tropa nila Ian.

Ian is nowhere to be seen.

I tried to look for him pero hindi ko siya mahanap. I asked their staffs, and no one knows his whereabouts. Until I bumped into a security guard, CCTV was the first to pop over my head.

"Nakasuot po siya ng white silk robe at nakatsinelas." I described while we were in front of several monitors.

They searched through the CCTV footage the day after yesterday.

"Umalis po siya sir."

"Damn it!" I cursed under my breath.

Ngayon, paano ako makakauwi? I do not know this place. And... I fucking left my phone in his car.

Suddenly, an idea popped on top of my head.

"May internet po ba kayo rito?" Tanong ko sa kanila.

Tumango ang guwardiya. He let me use the computer for a reasonable purpse naman. I logged in on my Facebook account. Friend ko siya roon and first post that I see on my news feed was his.

This is the right thing to do. Caption ng post. Attached were photos of him and a lady within his arms. He's biting her neck. At may iilan pang malalaswang litrato.

I tried to hold back my tears pero tuluyan itong tumulo sa keyboard. Why am I hurt? Do I actually like him now?

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IAN'S POV

I don't know but I felt reassured after posting some photos online. Still being the alpha male that they knew, I have to stay that way until the rest of my life. I'm not also certain what's gotten into me that I kissed that faggot. I'm pretty sure that I'm not gay.

I'm still an alpha male.

I got a boner only to a pussy.

I'm still attracted to boobs.

I will never swerve my direction.

"How's it?" It's Rhian, the girl that I slept with. I saw her along the way and she seemed to have difficulty picking up a taxi. So I gave her a ride, literally and sexually. Ahah.

Breathing heavily, "You're tight." I moved away from her a bit as I felt uncomfortable that she's being clingy after we did like four rounds.

My eyes dilated when she crossed a finger over my naked top. She even wetted her lips giving me some hint as if four rounds weren't enough. I knew right from this moment that there's something wrong with this girl.

When you thought of how clingy she can be, your senses were probably at their full functions. But I kept on phasing out that I almost forgot about her.

"Ian."

"Ian." A voice in my head continued on calling my name.

Is that Jared?

"Ian." And I swear that if that keeps up, my mind will burst any time soon.

"Ian.'

That final call had me enough that I shouted at whoever was that calling my name. "What the fuck, Jareeeeeeddd!!?"

Rhian was so dumbfounded of what has just happened. Her eyes are wide shook and she seemed to stop breathing. But, on the other hand, I could see the veins in her eyes reddening.

Oh, that doesn't look good.

Her eyes quickly shifted from being surprised to mad.

She was about to throw punches at me when, just right on time, my phone went off. So I stood on my feet to answer the call.

The caller I.D. says unknown number so thank you, whoever you are.

"Ian speaking."

"Ian? Mama 'to ni Jared. I am just checking up on you guys. Okay lang ba ang anak ko? Okay lang ba kayo riyan?' Oh, it's Jared's mom.