how to have sex with an alpha male? (How-To Series #1)

16. get horny while your friend is around

Thank God Carren dropped by to at least lighten up my mood. It was about 8 PM in the evening. I couldn't be any excited because this only calls for overnight. I already hit up mama that I will be staying the night. Ian was aware of it too. I told Tyra to go back home. Mukha kasi wala siyang balak umuwi kaya mas lalo lang ako naiirita.

"Gusto mo?" Binato ko kay Carren ang isang canned beer. Walang mintis niya itong nasambot. Tumabi ako sa kaniya. Nasa terrace kami ng second floor ng bahay ni Ian.

"Kuwento ka naman vev." Si Carren. She probably noticed my silence.

I turned my head to her. "What's there to tell?" Mapait akong ngumiti.

"Anything. About you and Ian? Alam mo naman ako lagi ang thirdwheel niyo." She shrugged off.

Napakamot ako ng ulo. Having a double thought about sharing, I took a deep breath and let out a sigh. "Earlier, binisita ko si Ian. We just made up yesterday so when he opened the door, alam mo na-- nagkasunggaban ng labi. We got onto the couch hanggang sa nakahubad na pala ako."

"Ooohhh!! Malaki ba 'yung kay Ian? I have been wondering kasi napansin ko malaki paa niya e." Napangiti ako sa tinanong niya. I was once wondering what would his dick look like. And now, I can touch it whenever I want, I can taste it, but the bad thing is that I can't get it into my hole.

"Mukhang malaki a. Halatang-halata sa ngiti mo e." I can't help but to roll my eyes because of the situation.

"Shut up."

Naalala ko na nakuwento ko na pala kay Carren ang tungkol sa size ni Ian. Maging siguro siya ay naalala iyon kaya napasabi na lang siya ng, "Déjà vu."

Naalala ko pa na pinalayas pala si Carren so I am concerned now kung saan siyananinirahan for the moment. She was half through her beer nang mapagdesisyunankong tanungin na siya. "Carren, tungkol pala sa pamilya mo. Saan ka palanakatira ngayon?"

"Pinabalik na ako, Jared!! Bakit ngayon mo lang nalaman? Kaibigan batalaga kita!!?" Pagbibiro niya.

"Hindi ka naman kasi nagkukuwento." Ako.

"Kung hindi ako papabalikin nila mama, magrerenta na lang talaga ako ngbahay." Natawa ako sa tinuran niya. May panlalaki pa mata niya sapagkukuwento.

"Buti naman nakabalik ka na. I am kind of guilty na dahil sa pagdawit kosa'yo sa birthday surprise e napalayas ka sa inyo. Sorry ha." Hinawakan kosiya sa braso. Hinimas naman niya iyon.

"Okay lang, vev. Buti na rin talaga nagkabalikan na kayo ni Ian dahil kunghindi, hindi worth it 'yung pagpapalayas sa akin." Wika ni Carren.

I smiled.

"Nagkaayos lang kami. Wala naman kailangang balikan."

Agad kong naramdaman ang paghimas niya sa likod ko. When I looked at her, herface looked sorry. Kaya agad kong niredeem siya, "No. Okay lang. You don'thave to be sorry."

"Hindi nga pala kayo ni Ian, 'no? E wala ba talagang balak panagutan niIan ang dinadala mo?" Pagbitaw na naman niya ng biro. Imbes na matuloy angpagkalungkot ko ay natawa ako.

Naisip kong sakyan ang pagbibiro niya kaya hinimas-himas ko ang tiyan ko."Oo nga e. Hindi ko nga alam kung isusunod ko sa akin o kay Ian ang apelyidoniya. Balak ko pa mandin na gawin itong junior."

Nanlaki ang mga mata niya. "Nakapagpa-ultrasound ka na?"

"Oo." Payak kong sagot.

"E ilang buwan na ba 'yan?" Tanong niya.

Napaisip ako at napangiti ng makaisip ng magandang sagot. "12 months hehe."

"Ay taray! Bale anniversary gift mo na pala 'yan." Napanguso siya sapagkadismaya.

Natigil ang usapan namin nang may makarinig ako ng kaluskos na nagmula saplastic na pinaglalagyan ng canned beer. "Thanks." He slightly shookthe beer in his hand thanking for the beer.

Ngumiti na lang ako and tapped the seat next to me. "Soooooo.... what areyou guys talking about?"

The clingy me attacks again. I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Ian, maysasabihin ako sa'yo." I tried to change my tone. Mukhang naging epektiboang ginawa ko kaya tiningnan niya ako at hinarap ang mukha ko sa mukha niya.

"What is that?! Is it something bad?" Nag-aalalang tanong ni Ian.

"No, it's a good news." His eyes lightened up as soon as I cleared itup to him. Mukhang seryosong-seryoso na siya kaya it is the time to tell him. "Buntis ako."

His mouth fell open in shock. Even his eyes were surprised. I was startled whenhe lifted me up in bridal style and showered me with kisses all over my face."I'm gonna be a father. Yes. Finally! Thank God."

Gulat na gulat ako sa reaksyon niya. "Uy! Uy! Wala pa ngang nangyayari saatin, 'di ba?"

Biglang nagbago ang mood niya. Nawala ang ngiti at nagsalubong ang kilay."You are cheating on me? Who is it? Who's the father of that child?"

Hindi ako nakasagot.

"I knew it. Xiu is the father." Lumapit ang mukha niya sa akin. Hejabbed his finger on my chest, "You will not tell him this. We are goingto take care of the baby. I am going to be the father. His surname will betaken after me."

Biglang humagalpak ng tawa si Carren dahilan para mapatingin kami sa kaniya."What's funny?" Ian seethed through his gritted teeth.

"Seryoso va talaga? Naniniwala ka kay Jared?" Si Carren na hindinagpapadala sa pananakot ni Ian.

He made a grimace and turned his head to me. "It was a prank?"

I slapped his face immediately after he said that. "Huwag ka na ngangumarte. Alam mo namang hindi mo ako mabubuntis e. Tumigil ka na sa pagsakay,hmm?" Ako na sumalampak pa sa pag-upo.

He sat next to me at nilapit ang kaniyang bibig sa tainga ko. That caused me tofeel shivers down my spine. "Sakyan kita e. Yiiieeee."

Nawala ako sa pagka-excited nang sabihin niya 'yon. Nilapit ko rin ang bibig kosa tainga niya. "Tssskk. Gawa nga."

With that, he retreated and fixed his posture. "Puro salita, wala namanggawa. Tsk." Panghahamon ko sa kaniya.

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IAN'S POV

Too bad that I think I can make Jared all mine this night. Too shitty thayCarren has to pay a visit. Now, all the bad things I stored for this night werethrown into the trash.

Staring at Jared, he looks very calmed and elated. His head was laying on mymuscular arm as I lay on my other arm. We are on top of bed since it was verylate at night.

I cannot show him how grateful I am that I have him beside me. He is explainingsomething to me but I cannot seem to concentrate for I am too mesmerized justby looking at his stunning beauty.

I am fortunate he chose me. I am no good than any of the guys we set up forhim. If you would check, I am at the lowest rank. But he redeemed me so I couldbe his number one. I mean, his only one

So, to pay him back, I am trying my very best to make him my number one throughconfusion I am fighting on my own.

I do not know if I really love Jared. I am not sure if I just love the idea ofhis warm mouth around my dick. Or maybe it is because he resembles Tyra in avery similar way. My ex-girlfriend.

She meant so much to me. She was my first love.

An old saying stated that true love never dies. Maybe that explains why myheart went insane when I found out she was Jared's cousin. I tried to hold inmy sexual desires for Tyra until on my birthday, I finally had sex with her.

She was very good at sex.

The way her hips move on top of me, ugh, that feels ethereal.

This is dangerous. Jared is talking and I'm having a boner now.

I snapped out of my thoughts when he suddenly laid his leg on my abs. Drops ofsweat are rapidly forming on my forehead. He will be wondering and mad at thesame time that I am not giving him respect while he was talking.

Not long enough, he rubbed his thigh and accidentally hit the head. His eyesgrew bigger as it flicked to meet my eyes from noticing my huge bulge.

"Oopsie?" Is all that I can say. Lust is building up inside me that Ithought I should be releasing what is inside my balls.

My lips curled into a grin as I crashed my lips onto him. I instantly noticedmy boner has gotten harder than it was. This is the effect Jared is alwaysgiving me. I grazed my tongue over his lips, asking for entrance, but I wasstopped by someone tapping my back.

I pulled away to look who it is until I realized it was just Jared. When Ilooked at him, his lips were pointing at a direction. As my eyes trailed to it,I let out a sigh when I found out Carren is also sleeping on the floor besidethe bed.

Giving up on Jared, we just went back to our recent position. He was laying onmy arm again and I was laying on my other arm.

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JARED'S POV

Punyeta talaga ni Ian! Libog na naman. Ano kaya meron sa akin para malibugansiya ng ganoon na lang?

"Hindi mo ako pinapakinggan, 'no?" I hit him on his chest.

Tinitigan niya lang ako. Nabasa ko na naman ang libog sa mga mata niya. Imbesna tugunan ko ang pangangailangang pisikal niya, hindi ko na ito pinansin.

Nirub ko na lang ang hita ko sa bukol niya. So habang ginagawa ko iyon,nakayakap ako sa kaniya at pinagpatuloy ang kanina ko pa sinasabi. "Yun nanga, Ian. I already asked sir Thad to file an excuse for us."

"Why? Where are we going?" He asked.

I glanced up at the ceiling. "Places you had been before."

I saw how his forehead wrinkled in confusion but he didn't speak. "This ispart of your treatment. Your therapy. Sabi ni Doc Rowell na you have to bringback your memories little by little. In that way, you will be healed."

"Ever heard of time heals. I had so much time but I ain't healed. Thistreatment is pointless. Maybe I should just try to fuck you some other time.Mental preparation?" Hindi sumasang-ayon si Ian sa therapy.

Napabuntong-hininga ako. Mali kasi ang nasa isip niya. "This is not aboutfucking, Ian. Hindi ko naman hiniling sa'yo 'yon e. I want you to be healed.Natatakot ako na baka bumalik 'yung pagkagulumihanan mo tulad kanina. Natatakotako."

"You think I'm not? Even though how much I want to fuck you, I just can'tforce myself. It's frustrating, you know?" Napafacepalm na lang ako. Hisstupidity is still part of him, huh?

"Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin na hindi ito about sa kantutan, Ian!? Ilangbeses pa!" Hindi ko napigilang tumaas ang boses ko.

Nagulat na lang ako nang magsalita si Carren sa baba, "Hoy! Kung ano mangpinag-aawayan niyo, huwag niyo sanang ipalaglag ang bata. Magnininang pa ako riyan."Tapos ay bumalik ito sa paghilik tanda na tulog na ulit ito.

"Tsk. Wala ka ngang pera e. E paano 'yung pakimkim ng inaanak mo?!"Natatawa kong tugon.

Nang bumalik ang tingin ko kay Ian, pinalo ko na lang siya sa dibdib attumalikod sa kaniya para matulog. Naramdaman ko kaagad ang pagyakap niya saakin. Parang sinusubukan pa akong paamuhin.

Anong akala niya sa akin? Ganoon na lang kabilis bibigay sa kaniya?