love is like a roller coaster

♥ nine ♥

sometimes i think i don't want to know if you feel the same way i do.

i'd rather keep it to myself.

how i opened my eyes as you slept and thought i was in heaven.

how my heart can't handle when you grin at me.

i'd rather keep it to myself.

i sometimes wonder if when i find out how you feel.

if my heart will no longer long with the longing i don't want to feel.

will i wonder if this is real?

or will my limbs cease to feel.

and i won't be able to control it this time.