love is like a roller coaster

♥ thirty five ♥

a letter to my best friend.

hi,
you know who you are, and you're not reading this where everyone else is.
that doesn't matter.

you have kept with me through the times when my head was too far underwater and the river seemed endless.
you've pulled me out of the deep end, out of the river and the current way too many times to count.
you are air, you are there for me, and it's a wonder you've put up with me for this long.

i think you know me better than i know me.
i know you better than anyone in the world.
we have so many inside jokes, all attached to memories that i wouldn't want to be made with anyone else.
you truly mean so much to me.
i couldn't live without you.
i don't want to ever live without you.

if you are reading this, that is because you are being really hard on yourself again.
i hate seeing you like that.
you're so strong.
you're so worthy.
you deserve every good thing you have and more.
i hope i'm one of those good things.
i love you so, so much.

don't worry.
text me.

all the love,
your best friend.

(broth ily) (🤤🐀🏳️‍🌈👌👹🤡) (mwah bebe)