love is like a roller coaster

♥ seventy five ♥

although you may never be by my side,
i can still imagine that you are.
and i can still hope that one day,
i'll be up late at night dreaming of you,
but i won't have to dream anymore.

a hopeless romantic.

yes, i fall in love far too quickly.
it's a habit i should work on.

i wish and wish
that life could be like a disney movie.
a carefully planned out romance,
and the inevitable happy ending.
but no,
there is no plan,
and happy endings aren't guaranteed.

we fumble through life
trying not to mess up,
and somewhere along the line,
someone might come along.
maybe,
if my someone would find me sooner,
we could stumble
through the world
together.

late nights are for lonely people.

i can't close my eyes.

i have only loved without confession.

i fear rejection more than i should.

i've been stuck on you for so long.

it's just so hard to let go.

i'm a sentimental person,
and letting go
of someone i once loved
is difficult.

it's hard to admit to myself
that i'm not in love.

i'll try and tell myself my feelings have no meaning.

because when i do love,
it takes over me.
losing that is like losing a part of myself.
i've lost far too much of myself to you.

it feels oddly good to hurt.

knowing that i feel is enough.

i find that people don't feel
as much as i do.
i find myself wishing i was more like them.

feelings are painful, and i don't want to suffer through.

the hopeless ramblings of a hopeless romantic.
i think that's enough for today.