love is like a roller coaster

♥ eighty six ♥

i'm mr loverman.
and i miss my lover, man.

her sweatshirt doesn't really smell like her anymore.
it no longer smells like coffee and warm.

the cuffs of the sleeves have mothballs on them.

she said nothing when she left.
no explanation.
no note.
just an empty bed with no sign of her returning.

this girl loves a girl who doesn't love her back.

when they were in love,
there were sleepy morning kisses
and stolen glances at parties.
"let's get out of here."
"we really should be getting home."

home.

it hasn't felt that way for a while.

this girl misses a girl who was all too happy to leave.

brown hair over blonde.
blue eyes meet brown.
empty eyes,
and empty stares,
and the world feels empty without her.