love is like a roller coaster

♥ sixty four ♥

i say,
"i'm not going to fucking break."

but then i remember,
that perhaps i will.
i know that i am more fragile
than i'd like to think.

i'm barely holding myself together.
i shouldn't be asking you to hurt me more.

these are things to remember,
for myself,
when i forget that i very well may be glass.

considering how close i am
to smashing myself to pieces.