𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 - 𝐣.𝐡

Chapter 4

It had been a few days since I found out about the boys and Avani. I had kinda gotten over it and realised I over reacted a bit, but now I'm embarrassed. They have been texting me but I'm too embarrassed to talk to them. The other day I went to Elijahs house to talk to him about breaking up, yes I finally had the balls to do it, but when I walked in he was in bed, with another girl. As much as I don't love him anymore it hurt. I screamed at him and began to walk home until he caught up to me saying "he's sorry" ect. Obviously it was total bullshit, when I told him we were over he slapped me so hard across my face, leaving a mark. He kicked me, spat on me, and you can imagine the rest. I haven't really left me room since. Avani texted me and since she knew what is going on with Elijah I decided to text her.

Avani💖
Avani💖: y/n please baby talk to me!
Avani💖: we are so sorry, we didn't think it would hurt you so much.
Avani💖: we miss and love you so much y/n
Avani💖: well I guess you're not gonna talk to me then...
                                                           Y/n: hey Vani..
Avani💖: y/n! ARE YOU OKAY? OMG WE ARE SO SORRY
                              y/n: it's fine I totally overreacted.
Avani💖: no we lied to you I get it. Are you okay though
y/n: no
Avani💖: What's going on?
Y/n: I caught Elijah cheating on me, then when I told him it was over, he.. well.. he, you know.
Avani💖: I'm so sorry y/n. So so sorry. Do you wanna ft?
Y/n: yeah okay

Avani and I called, we talked about Elijah for a while, then just got back to us talking like we always did. She could always make me laugh no matter what. Then she said, "maybe you should tell the boys". The smile off my face disappeared. "No." I replied. "Why not? Why are you so scared to tell them?" "Because the last time I told someone what happened..." tears started falling from my eyes again.. "he r-raped me." at this point I was barely getting the words out of my mouth. "It's all over bub. You don't have to worry anymore. He's out of your life it's going to be okay" tears falling from her eyes as well. About an hour later I headed off to bed. I told Avani to tell the boys I was fine and I'd talk to them tomorrow. I quickly checked my messages and saw one from Jaden.

Jaden🥰
Jaden🥰: hey beautiful, I know you don't want to talk to us.. me about what's going on but just know I am always here for you. I'm so sorry that we didn't tell you, I just didn't want your opinion of me to change. I'm sorry I can't literally be there, hugging you, supporting you. But i am always virtually. I love you y/n. Please text me 💗

My heart melted. He's so sweet. Ugh how I wish He could just be here, holding me- oh no. Do I have feelings for him? No I can't I just got out of a relationship. But, maybe I do. I think I like Jaden Hossler.