𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 - 𝐣.𝐡

Chapter 13

I woke up in Josh's arms and smile. I roll over to face him. "Wake upppppp" I say. He groans and says "nooooo" as he pulls me closer towards him, tightening his grip. "Josh come on let's go get breakfast I'm hungry" he looks at me. "No" I try to loosen his grip "let goooo" I say. "Noooo" he pulls me tighter. "Josh if you don't let me go in 3 seconds I will beat you up. 3....2..." he pushes his lips against mine. I kissed back for a second but then pulled away. "I'm sorry I-" his grip loosened and I got out of the bed and walked towards the door. "Liv I'm sorry please I couldn't help it" I left. I ran to Avani's room and started knocking on the door. A tear fell from my eye. What am I doing?! I'm such a fucking whore. I said to myself. I was banging on the door frantically but no one was answering. "Avani open the door" I said banging on it. The door over opened. "Can you ple-" it was Jaden. "Oh sorry... what's wrong why are you crying?" He asked. I didn't say anything then the door opened. "What do you wa- liv what's wrong?" Avani asked. I turned away form Jaden and ran inside. "Liv what happened" she asked again as I sat on the floor with my head in my hands. "I'm such a whore" I said letting a few more tears out. "Why what happened?" She asked confused. Amelie and the boys followed Avani and sat beside me. "I kissed josh. Well he kissed me but I kissed back" I said. "Do you like him?" Amelie asked. "No. Not like that." "Then why did you kiss him back" Anthony asked. "I don't know" I said as I hit myself in the head multiple times. "Stop stop" Amelie said pulling my hands away. "It's okay" Avani said. "No it's not!" I shout back. They are all taken back by me shouting. They were all silent. "Why is it okay that I kissed someone else, leading them on whilst I'm in love with someone else! I'm a fucking slut!" I say. "You love Jaden?" Avani asks quietly. I'm taken back. I've never said that before.. about anyone. I say I love you to Jaden, but like as friends. I'm quiet for a minute. "Yeah... I guess so" I say looking down. "So go to him!" Payton said. "He's I a relationship." "You don't know that for sure. Go and talk to him" Amelie said. You sigh and nod. You got up and went and knocked on his door. Griffin answered it. "I'll go" he said walking out leaving the door open. You walked in and stood there awkwardly. "Can we talk?" You said looking straight at Jaden. "Yes yes of course please" he said frantically moving over so you could sit beside him. You walk over and sit down. "Look before you say anything I want the truth. And only the truth" he nods. "Are you and Mads dating?" "No." He answered. "Are you talking?" "Not anymore" "what do you mean?" "We were but I cut it off." He said. "When?" "A few days ago." He said looking down. You sigh. "So you were talking to her... the whole time" "yes" "why?" "Because I still had feelings for her" "no I mean why did you lead me on then?" "I didn't lead you on. I like you a lot, it's just difficult. We have a lot of history." "Well Jaden you have to decide what you want but I'm not going to sit here and wait for you" "I don't expect you too. It's just hard she won't leave me alone." "Well you need to cut it off, completely. Or this" you point back and forth, "is over. If you want to be with her then be with her but don't lie to me" "give me a couple days?" He asks "for what Jaden? I need to know now" "I can't now!" "Why not!" "Because I still love her!" I sat there is silence. In that moment my heart shattered into a million pieces. "Got it" I said quietly. "But I like you a lot" "you can't have us both. You made your decision" I said walking to the door. "Give me time." He begged. "I can't Jaden" you left. You stood in front of the door for a second. You took a few deep breaths. I knew it was too good to be true. You go back into Avanis room holding back your tears. "Are you okay? what happened?!" Amelie said. "He loves her" I said quietly. "Liv I'm so sorry" ant said. "No no it's okay, it's fine" I said putting on a fake smile. "Olivia, don't put on a fake smile for us" Payton said. "I'm not seriously guys I'm fine. I'm just glad we cut it off before my feelings were too strong" I say with a fake smile still on my face. "But you love him. That's pretty strong" Amelie said. I shake my head trying to hold back tears. "Nah it's all good. I'm gonna go have a shower then we can go get food?" I asked. They all nodded. They all looked at me with sorrow. "Guys I'm fine really" I walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on trying to block out the sound of my sadness. I got undressed and got into the shower. I leaned against the wall and slid down. My chin on my knees which I brought up to my chest. I began crying. It was at that moment that I didn't know if I was going to be okay or not.
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