i lost myself.

1

I was currently walking threw a dark alley way, while it was pouring down rain. To be honest i don't even know where i am. Too drunk to understand

I kept going to left and right from road to road looking for my boyfriend Eli.

I was dancing with my friends, Liv and Kaylen. Until there was no sign of eli..evey turn i get more worried.

There was barely no lights..making it harder to see.

I made another left..and saw two black figures.."h-huh"..the one on the left looks like he's holding a gun.

"E-e-eli...?!" I struggled to say.

"LESLIE! RUN FAST AS U CAN!! GO!" he said.

All of the sudden...my eyes started getting teary.."n-no! I can't leave u!"

The guy pulled the trigger..

"ELI!?" I ran so fast..I never thought I could.

I caught him before he could fall on the ground holding him.

"E-eli...p-p-please...don't leave me.." I put pressure to his wound. Tears falling from my eyes..

"I-..." He tried getting out.

I shaked my head,rocking him

"D-don't leave me..please...don't.."

He started closing his eyes. "N-no baby don't fall asleep..stay awake for me okay.." I said slapping his face lightly..
Stay awake for me..

I was having an panic attack..I couldn't breathe right..I was crying so much..his blood was all over me..on my hands..on my dress...even on the floor.

"S-s-stay with me...i n-need you....p-please!"

I tried pulling my phone from my purse...

"911 what is your emergency?"

I couldn't even talk at the moment...all I was doing was crying..and crying..

"Miss?"

I couldn't talk..breathe..anything..I was so scared..shocked at the moment...my own focus..here was to keep him awake..

"Miss?"

"...I-I-I need help...m-my boyfriend got shot...p-please hurry...I need him.."

"I'll send help..I promise..all I want u to do is keep him from bleeding and falling asleep okay?...can u do that?"

"Y-yes...I can..."

"Okay..Good..the they'll are on their way..okay stay on the phone with me okay?"..

"O-okay.."

"What is your name?"

"L-l-...l-leslie.."

"Okay..Leslie..breathe okay...everything will be alright.."

"Just breathe"

...I hold tighter on eli wound..waking him up..speaking to him..

"C-come on..eli s-stay up for me..o-okay.."
"Y-you can't leave me like this..."

"I love you..l-les-.."

"NO! ELI..WAKE UP...WAKE UP!!"

P-PLEASE!

--

I jumped up already having tears running down my cheeks..having trouble breathing..

All I could see was my mom running in my room..holding me..