Her Suitor

41: THE PAINFUL GOODBYE

DRAKE:

Growing up with a messed family was so damn tired. I grow up with them but it seems that they didn't love each other, I was with them but I didn't feel the love that they should give to me.

"Ano ba Victorious! Its been a long time ago! You should have forget it!"

My mother yelled infront of my father, I was 9 nine years old in that time. They were always fighting with each other, almost everytime. They keep on yelling with each other makes me sad. I have my complete family but I didn't feel it, they didn't even attend on my school's family day or even just a classroom meeting. I grow up alone, without friends.

"Want to ask why me and your mother have that mess up relationshit?"

For the first time, my father was talking to me. He sat in the single sofa while I'm here infront of him, sitting while listening in what he was going to say. He shook his head and drink his glass of alcohol.

"Because your mother ruined my trust, your mother had a another man before. She had a relationship with another man while I'm working hard their in the abroad for her and also for you," he chuckled bitterly.

I can't help but to feel sad about what I heard. And because of that I feel angry about it. Sa batang edad ay naniwala kaagad ako sa sinasabi ni Mama at nagalit din sa sinabing lalaki na naging karelasyon ni Mama dati. Isang musmos at wala pang alam na bata ay pumayag kay Papa na maghiganti sa lalaking iyon at sa pamilya nito.

"Are you gay!? Fight with me!"

My dad yelled while we're here in a quiet and scary place. He trained me since I was just a ten years old kid. I don't have my childhood days because of that training.

Nagagalit ako sa lalaking iyon na nangangalang Derck Kuirse, dahil sa kaniya ay nasira ang pamilya namin. Dahil sa kaniya ay hindi ko naranasan ang pagmamahal ng pamilya ko.

Hanggang nasa fourth year highschool na ako or I should I say that I'm in grade 10. My father tell me once again his plan and I accepted it immediately because of the angerness in my heart.

"This is Freiy Diezza, the daughter of Derck," My father pointed the picture and sliding it in the table to me.

I saw a beautiful and angelic face of a girl. I can't help but to startstruck in her angelic face. She have that porcelain skin and her very tantalizing smile. I nodded and look away.

"Our plan is to kill that girl's mother."

And that is the plan.

A plan is a plan.

Until I meet Freiy Diezza personally. She looks more beautiful than in the picture. She was staring at my face while carrying the ball. It was scripted since I really turned the direction of the ball to her.

Hanggang sa nagkaroon ako ng kaibigan ng dahil kay Freiy. Napangiti niya ako na hindi naman ako palangiting tao, dahil sa kaniya ay marunong na akong makipagkaibigan sa ibang tao. Hindi na ako nag-iisa dahil sa kaniya. Naging close kami ni Freiy.

At sa hindi inaasang pangyayari ay nahulog ako sa kaniya. I felt scared about my feelings for her, it will make my father mad when he knows that I'm falling for Freiy.