Tick tock.
The clock ticked loudly as if it was just right beside my ears.
I unintentionally stirred on the bed, knitting my brows together as I felt uneasy.
Tick tock, tick tock.
Again.
It ticked again.
I lifted a hand of mine, placing it over my ears.
It's loud. It's really loud.
Feeling the cold air hitting my back, I shivered a little before curling up into a ball.
"Wake up."
A cold voice was heard in the room.
I-It was his v-voice.
I shut my eyes tight, refusing to move an inch from my position as I silently pray in my heart.
Praying that he would go away.
Praying that he wouldn't touch me.
Pray...that he will just d-die and never exist in my life.
I wanted him to disappear from my life so b-bad.
"I said wake up, you fvcking bitch."
He yanked me up from my laying position as I was forced to open my eyes;
Staring at him eye to eye.
His eyes;
It was filled with hatred.
Hatred towards me.
"Get up,"
I didn't move.
He pulled me harshly on my thin wrist and I groaned in pain.
I feel like my skin is going to come off anytime soon from my bones.
Pang.
And my face was forced to face another side, "You like to be forced, right? Then I'll force you."
The moment he push me down again and simply pushed my legs wide;
The moment he thrusted his thing in for I don't know how many times;
I died.
I really died on the inside.
"N-No,"
Snapping up from the bed, my chest heaved so much that I keep sucking in lung full of air.
I only realised that I was shaking so badly when I found no one in the room.
Looking around, the room is filled up with silence and only the messy sound of my breathing is visible.
T-There's no clock.
I'm not in that room. I'm with eonnie already.
I'm with Wanna One.
N-No one can hurt me anymore, right? No one c-can.
Cupping my face, I found tears on my palm.
I felt so useless sometimes.
And despair.
Why wasn't I able to fight back? Why couldn't I run away?
Why didn't I just d-die?
Looking at my wrist, I start scratching it when the memories flashed back in my mind.
The more I scratch, the more pain I feel.
