"Hyung, jinjjaya?"
I quickly turn around and hide behind the wall when I heard someone in the kitchen.
I can hear the sizzling sound of the meat on the frying pan as a quiet voice spoke up, "What?"
"Hae jo,"
As if an alarm rang in my head, I couldn't care hiding anymore as I quickly went in to the kitchen, "Yah, Park Ji hoon!" They both turn around; I went over to drag Ji hoon, "You promise not to tell," I hissed at him and he roll his eyes at me, "What is it?" Min hyun oppa looked at both of us.
I think I blushed.
So I just shook my head and pull Ji hoon, "Hyung, I'll talk to you later." I slapped his mouth lightly, "No, don't talk." I groaned as Min hyun oppa laughed when Ji hoon hissed in disbelief, "Yah! How can you hit me!"
I don't care anymore. I really don't care.
"Haljima!" I hissed lightly and finally drag him to the living room, "Let go of me." I let go of his wrist and he pursed his lips, "You told me help you," He was almost mocking at me, "So why did you stop me?"
I did but I didn't tell you to ask Min hyun oppa anything!
"Help Daniel oppa and not Min hyun oppa," I lower down my voice to the extent that only he can hear me, "Nul jinjja molla?" He cut me off suddenly with a serious look and I furrowed my brows in confused, "What?"
He looks like he knows something else.
"Ah jinjja," He groaned in frustration as he ruffles his hair into a bird nest, "Chingu," I blinked when he hold me on my shoulder, "I'm sorry. I take back what I said. This is too much for me to handle too."
.......I just went speechless.
"I did it for 6 months." I said, "Gurae, arra. You are really something, oh?" He shook me lightly, "But then, even if telling me won't solve the problem either. We should look for someone else to help us."
I sighed, "Like who? Doctor? Psychologist?"
He didn't answer me.
"Who would like to be treated like a patient all the time? A mental patient?"
Not everyone know how that feels.
I questioned him, "Nado shiro," I pointed out, "I'm already so much better now and never thought of dying again but you know what?" We stared at each other, "Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy again when I'm being treated like a mentally weak person by someone else."
By Daniel oppa.
I'm already stronger, mentally.
But it's hard too when Daniel oppa keep sees me as a patient which in fact, he's seeing himself in me.
He's not aware of it. Not at all.
"You two," We snapped our head to the voice; Min hyun oppa just smile lightly, "Lunch is ready."
It's awkward somehow.
Since there's only three of us in the house.
The rest of them had went back home since its weekend and they have no schedule today.
Daniel oppa too.
"Drink this." I thanked Min hyun oppa when he handed me a glass of juice after lunch; the three of us just sit in front of the tv, "You too." He handed one to Ji hoon as well.
The drama was playing on the screen; Ji hoon gulped down the whole glass of juice as he was sitting in between me and Min hyun oppa.
"Hyung,"
