MultiFandom Fan Fiction

Which One (Killian Jones)

You were happy to say that you were dating the famous pirate, Killian Jones. Aka Captain Hook. You were happy when Emma chose Neal over Hook, and he didn't seem to mind too much since it ended with you two dating.

That was until... Pan came along.

He still wasn't over his little petty issues with Killian and kidnapped you along with Henry. While you were there, though, you learned more about Peter's past. He even told you about why he was really there. He really did seem to regret abandoning Rumple like he did.

While you were there, he came to really fancy you; in a more than friends way. And it shamed you to say that you felt the same way.

That's why when they finally found you and Henry, you didn't immediately run into Killian's arms. You stood there and hesitated to go. When he realized this, he started to suspect things.

"What did you do to her? There's no way she would want to stay on the dump of an island." Killian said harshly to Pan.

"Maybe she finally realized she could do better than a one handed drunken pirate." Pan replied with a smirk on his face.

"What are talking about? I swear if one of your bloody lost boys touched her, i'll kill all of them." he tried to step up to Pan but Emma held him back by his arm.

"It wasn't the boys who touched her heart Hook." He said using his arms to gesture at himself. "She finally realized who the best really is."

You just stood there, feeling awkward, in between Hook and Pan fighting. You could feel Killian's eyes on you. You expected him to look furious, but instead he looked hurt and confused. You felt super guilty about it too. It's not like you and Pan actually did anything; you just felt for him too.

"Tell me he's lying. Tell me you didn't just give up on me like that." Killian now had tears threatening to fall out of his eyes. You didn't know what to say. You didn't give up on him, you don't really know what happened.

By your silence Killian had his answer. He stormed away with tears streaming down his face.

"Have fun finding a way out pirate." Peter yelled out to him.

You glared at him and ran after Hook.

"Killian! Wait!" You yelled out to him. When he stopped you were happy to see he listened to you, but when he turned around you saw his face.

He had slightly red eyes and tear a stained face. "What," he said, "come to say your final goodbyes before you go off with your new boyfriend?" It came out angry, but he wasn't mad. He was disappointed.

"No Killian. I didn't do anything with him. You, I love you,Hook." You were on the verge of tears yourself thinking how your stupidity could make you lose the most important thing to you.

"If you really did you wouldn't have hesitated with your answer."

"I didn't give up on you. I never would. I just gained sudden new feelings for Pan."

He stayed silent for a while. You thought he wasn't going to respond, so you turned to leave.

"Which one?" He asked as you were just going to leave.

"What?"

"Which one? Me or Pan?"

"Killian-"

"It's either me or him. If you're so hesitant to say my name and come back with me, then just stay with that bloody demon. Me or him."

It took you a minute to respond until you finally said, "You, Killian. I choose you."

Killian turned around, looking angered this time. "You hesitated. If you really wanted to stay with me you wouldn't have hesitated. You chose him."

He was right. You wanted to stay with Pan. You still had feelings for Hook, but not being with him for weeks on end weakened them.

You walked up to him and tightly hugged him. "I'm sorry Killian."

He looked down at you and hugged back. "It's okay, love. You chose what you wanted."

He let go and went off. You went back to go find Pan, who was probably away from the rest of them by now.

You made your choice. Hopefully it was the right one.