Breathing Your Love

Chapter 27: "Long time no blow."

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I woke up, still beside Justin with my backside pressed against his crotch. I let out a content little moan before rolling around in his arms and cuddling into his chest. "You up?" I heard from beside Justin. "Yeah." I whispered in reply. "Why are you up?" I asked. "You guys talk to each other in your sleep." Ryan chuckled. "What?" I asked with a giggle. He nodded. "I thought you were awake at first. But no, you tell each other about how much you love each other and shit like that. Kinda creepy." He chuckled. I giggled and looked up at my beautiful boy.

"I really do love him, Ryan." I whispered. "I know." He replied. "I can tell. The way you guys look at each other is so... I don't know. Loving." He replied. "I don't know how I got so lucky." I replied. "He got lucky too, Hannah. I know that it may not seem that way to you, but he's so in love with you. I swear, you're all he ever talks about. I'm really glad that you guys are together because if he wouldn't have fallen in love with you, he'd probably still be with the bitch and just completely miserable." I giggled and nodded in agreement.

"Stop talking about me." Justin whispered. I smiled and pressed my lips against his nose. "Good morning, baby." I whispered. "Good morning beautiful." He replied before finally opening his eyes. "Mmm.. Gorgeous." He whispered. I blushed and looked down at his chest. "Are you guys having a moment? Should I go?" Ryan asked, making Justin and I laugh. "Noo, Ryan. You're beautiful too." I replied, leaning over Justin to rub his arm. "Shut up." He chuckled and sat up, stretching out with a loud yawn.

"I'm going to see what's for breakfast." He mumbled before walking off out of the tent. I turned my head to look back at Justin who was already looking at me. I smiled and laid down, pressing my body closer to his. "How come you always stare at me like that?" I asked with a giggle. He smiled and shrugged. "Just admiring you. How beautiful you are from every angle. How your hair always seems to fall just right..." He shook his head. "Just remembering how lucky I am to have such a beautiful, amazing girlfriend." He whispered. I couldn't help but to blush at his words.

"You have such a way with words. Always have me blushing." I replied with a smile. "I just never want you to forget what you mean to me. How much I love you. I always will, you understand that?" He asked. I nodded, my eyes searching his. "I know." I whispered. "And I know I don't say it a lot, but I love you too. More than anything in this world." I replied. "Baby, don't cry..." He chuckled and wiped his thumb along my cheek. "I'm not." I giggled and shook my head. "I'm just... Really happy. Really lucky. It just scares me a bit, but I'll be fine." I whispered with a smile.

"Scares you?" He asked. I nodded. "I've only ever loved 4 other people. My mom, my dad, my gram, and Sarah. I lost 3 of them. The love I have for you though... It's so different." I whispered and shook my head. "I just... Never ever want to lose you." I added. He nodded in understanding. "You won't. Okay? I promise, I'm not going anywhere." He whispered. I nodded once again and burried my face into his chest. "I love you so much." He whispered.~*~

"Pattie, please let me help." I said as I walked into the kitchen. Justin and the boys decided that they wanted to come home, feat that we had no food because somebody *cough cough* Chaz *cough cough* forgot to bring breakfast food. Pattie and I had only grown closer since my secret got out. Like she said, no one can ever replace my mother, but Pattie sure is a close second.

"Oh, thank you honey." She replied before moving out of the way. "Justin's Uncle Bill is coming home from the USA and I just want everything to be nice for him." She explained. I nodded in understanding. "I'm more than happy to help. I'll set the table." I replied and grabbed all of the dishes. I set up everyone's plates, including silverware, before walking out into the living room. "Hey, Uncle Bill!" Justin chuckled and wrapped his arms around the man. I could only see the back of him.

"Nice to see you, Justin." The man replied as he pulled away. "Oh, Bill this is my girlfriend Hannah." He smiled and turned the man to face me. I smiled and brushed my hair behind my ears as he turned around. I stuck out my hand to shake his, but it instantly fell as my eyes landed on his face. I took a step back, my eyes wide as I stared at the man standing in front of me. "Hannah? What's wrong?" Justin asked. "I u-uh.. I h-have to go." I rambled out before turning around and walking directly into the wall. "Fuck! I... Who put that there?" I groaned and walked out into the games room.

I breathed heavily, placing my hand over my chest as I paced the small room. It's him. The man that I touched the night that I went to Justin's house. I couldn't help but to cringe at the fact that I had sucked him off the same night I did Justin... And it's Justin's uncle.

I let my breathing slow down as I finally stopped pacing and Justin ran into the room. "Hannah? Did you just run into the wall? What the hell is wrong with you?" Justin asked, his eyes wide as he pulled me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face into his chest. "Justin, I-" "Hey, Pattie said dinner's done." Bill spoke, just barely peaking his head into the room. He gave me a little wink behind Justin's back before walking out into the dinning room. "How long will he be here?" I whispered. "For like a week, why? What's wrong?" He asked.

"I just... Nothing, just forget it." I whispered. "No, Hannah. What's wrong?" "Justin, please. For me, just drop it." I replied before moving out of his arms and walking out of the room. I walked out into the kitchen to see that there were only two seats open, and they were both right beside Bill. What a coincidence. I walked over and sat next to him scooting my chair just a bit closer to Ryan. "Hey, Kitty." He whispered with a smirk. "Long time no blow." He added with a little wink.

I shook my head and looked down at my lap, simply trying to ignore his words. I watched as Justin sat down on the other side of him. I would tell Justin, but something deep inside of me knows that Justin would go fucking crazy and probably try to murder Bill.

"Hannah, can you pass me the Salt?" Bill asked. I nodded and stood up a bit to reach across the table and grab the salt. "Fuck!" I squealed and knocked over my chair, standing up straight as Bill's hand grabbed my ass. "Hannah!" Justin yelled with wide eyes. I looked down and realized that I had knocked my food everywhere. All over the floor, all over me, all over Ryan. "I... God, I'm sorry." I whispered and shook  my head. "What the hell is wrong with you today?!"