Breathing Your Love

Chapter 11: "I'm not hard."

*Hannah's POV*

"Meanwhile I'll be here, slowly falling in love with you." I whispered. Justin simply stared at me, his mouth slightly open as he looked down at me. "So uh.. Yeah. Thanks for the flowers. I'll put them in some water.." I mumbled before walking over to grab the flowers. As I passed Justin, I felt my feet being listed off the ground. I let out a little squeal as Justin threw me over his shoulder and carried me upstairs. "Justin!" I whined. "Shut up, Hannah." He growled. I obeyed and kept my mouth shut, not wanting to upset him.

Before I knew it, he threw me down on the bed and began to strip himself. "Justin, I'm still sore.." I mumbled. "I said shut up." He mumbled as he threw his shirt on the ground. He quickly slipped off the rest of his clothes before doing the same to me. "Get under the covers, lay in the middle of the bed." He said before walking off into the closet. I of course obeyed. I watched him walk back into the bedroom, a simple candle in his hand. He sat it on the dresser before lighting it and walking over to the light. He flicked the light off and crawled into bed with me.

He laid on his side, me doing the same so that I was facing him. Our bodies were completely pressed against each others as his hand rubbed my back. "Do you feel that?" He whispered. "Feel what?.." I asked. "I'm not hard." He said. I furrowed my eyebrows at him. "And?" I asked with a giggle. "I can lay here with you. Completely naked, our bodies touching, and feel nothing sexually." He replied. "I... Justin-" "Hannah, I've only known you for a little over two weeks. You are amazing and beautiful and so so smart, a lot smarter than me. So you should know that this is so much more than it was at the begining." He whispered.

I searched his eyes, my heart beating way faster than it should have been. "You're not the only one falling in love here, Hannah. I don't want you for one second to think that you are some sort of sex toy to me. Of course, you still turn me on to a point that it hurts. You're sexy as fuck, the sexiest woman I've ever met.." He chuckled and shook his head. "But I could lay here like this with you for the longest time and be perfectly happy." I lightly smiled up at him. "Really?" I whispered. He nodded. "Absolutely." "So then.. you have feelings for me?" I asked, looking him dead in the eye. "I do. Honestly, I'm falling for you really hard, Hannah." He whispered. I smiled before leaning up and gently pressing my lips against his. I pulled back just a bit so that I could look at him again. 

"You make me really happy.." I whispered. He smiled back at me. "Just promise me that you will tell me how you feel from now on instead of Max, okay?" I nodded in reply. "I will... I was just sort of scared that you didn't feel the same way, so I didn't want to say anything to you. He nodded in understanding. "Now, are you really sore? Because I can go get you ice." I giggled and shook my head. "No, I'm okay. After the bath I was fine." I smiled. "Good. Now how about we go downstairs and eat. I'm starving.." He chuckled. I smiled and nodded. "Can I just wear your shirt? I don't wanna get dressed." I pouted. He smiled. "Yeah.." He chuckled and stood up from the bed. He walked over to his drawer and simply slipped on a pair of boxers before tossing me his shirt.

I threw it on before standing up from the bed with him. "What's for dinner?" He asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I think that Max made steak." I mumbled. I heard a knock on the door and looked over to see Selena. "Selena?" Justin asked, his grip on me tightening. She replied with a bitchy little smile. "Hey, Jay.." She mumbled, walking into the room. "Just returning the spare key." She smiled and held up the key. He snatched it from her before throwing it on to the night stand. I was still holding on to him tightly. "Justin, could I talk to you alone for a minute?" She asked. Justin looked back to me. "Go ahead.." I mumbled and let him go. He leaned over and kissed my forehead before walking out of the room with her.

*Justin's POV*

"What do you want Selena?" I asked as I walked into the den with her. "Just to talk.. I don't like the way we left things.." She replied. I nodded in agreement. "Yeah.." I mumbled. "Listen.. I think that we were really broken up a long time before we had actually broke up. We were both sleeping with other people, we barely talked.." She said. I nodded. "So, I'm sorry. I hope that we can still be civil with each other and all." She added. "Yeah, of course." I replied. "So.. you're with Hannah?" She asked. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah." I  mumbled. "You know, if anyone finds out about that she could be taken away.." Selena replied. I furrowed my eyebrows at her. "Why would anyone tell?" I asked.

She smiled and shrugged. "Revenge?" She mumbled. "Selena." I growled. "Hey, I'd just watch your back. You never know when child protective services could come knocking on your door." She smirked. "Okay, what do you want?" I asked, not even willing to play her games. "Mmm.. A goodbye kiss." She smiled. "Fuck no." I scoffed. "Then I guess I have some people to talk to." She began to walk out of the room, so I grabbed her arm. "Fine." I growled. She smiled and turned her body to mine.

I sucked in a deep breath as she walked closer to me, her body pressed against mine. She slowly leaned up and pressed her lips, gross and chapped may I add, against mine. The kiss was agonizingly long and painful, but I put up with it for the sake of Hannah and I. I pulled away after a couple of seconds, and instantly took a step back from her. As I looked up, I saw Hannah standing in the door way. Her mouth was hanging open as a single tear rolled down her cheek. "Hannah, I-" She turned around and ran straight down the hallway. I looked at Selena and shook my head. "Leave, now." I growled and ran off down the hallway toward Hannah.

"Hannah, wait!" I called out. She kept running, not stopping in any of the rooms along the way. "Leave me alone!" She yelled and finally ran into a spare room, slamming the door behind her and locking it.

"Hannah, let me the fuck in!" I yelled and I attempted to open the door. "Leave me the fuck alone!" She screamed back. I sighed and backed away from the door a bit. "Hannah, please come talk to me." I groaned. "Please.. Just leave me alone." She cried out, a bit quieter this time. "Okay.. Okay, fine.." I whispered and sat back against the wall. Nice going, Bieber.