Breathing Your Love

Chapter 44: "It's a baby girl!"

-4 &1/2 months later-

"I can't believe I finally get to see what the baby's going to be!" I squealed to Pattie as I rubbed my baby bump. She smiled over at me. "I wish Justin could be here." I pouted. "I'm sure she does too, sweetheart." Pattie frowned.

Within minutes, I was sitting in the waiting room of the doctors office. "Hannah?" The doctor called. I smiled over at her before carefully standing to my feet. I walked over with Pattie and shook her hand. "Hi." I smiled. "Hello. So, what you're going to do is lay back on the table and lift the shirt over your tummy all the way up to right under your breasts. When the doctor comes in, she'll let you know that the jell is going to be cold, then you should know within minutes if it's a boy or a girl."

"Thank you, so much." I smiled. "No problem, sweetheart. I just need to know, would you like pictures?" I nodded. "Yes, of course." "Have you had any complications during the pregnancy?" She asked. "Nope." I smiled. "Okay and last, you do want to know the sex of the baby, right?" I nodded. "I do!" I smiled. "Okay, thank you. The doctor will be right in."

I followed her instructions and laid back on the table, lifting my shirt up to my boobs. I heard the doctor come in after a couple of seconds. "This will be cold at first. Just lay back and try to keep still." I nodded and closed my eyes before reaching my hand out. Pattie grabbed it, and I was instantly surprised at how big her hands were.

"Wow, you have big hands for such a tiny woman." I giggled and opened my eyes to find Justin looking down at me. I gasped and instantly squeezed his hand tighter. "Babe!" I squealed. "Surprise." He whispered. "Stop doing this to me!" I giggled and kissed the back of his hand. "Never. I love seeing your face when I surprise you baby girl." He smiled and leaned down to gently kiss my lips.

"Okay," The doctor spoke, moving the little machine around my tummy. "This is your baby." She smiled and pointed to the screen sitting beside me. "Wow..." I whispered, holding Justin's hand close to my heart as I looked at our baby. "Can you see if it's a boy or a girl?" Justin asked. "I can... It is a..." She trailed off, moving the camera just a bit to the side. "I love you." Justin whispered before kissing my cheek. "It's a baby girl!" She told me, a smile on her face.

"Oh, we're having a girl!" I cooed, basically hugging Justin's arm at that point. "We're having a girl." He replied, a wide grin on his face. I giggled and turned my head toward his. "Morgan." I whispered. "I was thinking... What if we use your mom's first name for her middle name?" Justin asked. "Morgan Renee..." I whispered, smiling up at him. "That's beautiful." He smiled. "It is." I giggled and nodded.

He searched my eyes for a second, a wide grin on his face. "I'm going to have a baby girl." He whispered. I saw his eyes glass over as he smiled down at me. "Babe, don't cry..." I giggled and ran my thumb across his cheek. He chuckled and blinked the tears out of his eyes. "I'm just so happy."

"I'm going to get you cleaned up now. Ask the receptionist on the way out for your photos." The doctor spoke. I nodded, already feeling the warm towel wipe across my stomach. "Alright hun, just go out whenever you're ready." The doctor smiled. I nodded and sat up, pulling my shirt down over my teeny bump.

I smiled and turned to Justin as she left the room. "Excited?" I asked with a smile. "Oh so very extremely excited." He smirked before laying me back and pulling up my shirt. He placed little kisses all over my tummy. "I love you so much, Morgan. You hear that? Daddy loves you. And he can't wait to see you in 4 months." He whispered, soothingly rubbing my stomach. "Hey." I pouted and opened my arms. "Momma want some lovin' too." I whined. He smiled before pulling my shirt back down and helping me sit up. "Hi, beautiful... I missed you." He whispered.

"I missed you... I was so upset you weren't going to see the baby." I pouted. "But I did. I'm always here, baby. Never too far." He smiled. I tilted my head up and puckered my lips at him. He leaned down and pressed his lips against mine, gently wrapping his arms around me. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you, baby. So fucking much." He whispered in reply. "Come on, lets get you home. I bet you any many that you're craving strawberries and foot massages." He smirked before helping me down from the table. "Mmmm... That sounds amazing." I smiled.

I looked over and realized that Pattie was still in the room. "Oh... Pattie, do you just want us to drop you off at your house?" I asked. "Yes, thank you." She smiled and followed us out into the waiting room. Justin and I picked up our pictures before making our way out to the car. We all piled in and drove to Pattie's house to drop her off. Justin made his way to our house, helping me inside once we got there.

"So, how're you feeling babe?" Justin asked as he sat next to me on the couch. "Mm... Hungry. Horny. Bored." I shrugged. He raised his eyebrows. "Do you want something to eat?" He asked. I shook my head. "Noooo..." I looked over at him.

Justin and I hadn't had sex in nearly 2 months. Basically since I really started to show. It's not like I was even giant. I was only 5 months pregnant, it's not like I had a full on Santa Claus belly. I had tried to have sex with Justin, but he always had an excuse.

"Well..." He trailed off. "I should probably go check and make sure Scooby is okay." He stood up, but I pulled him back down. "Scooby is fine. Max and I take great care of him." "But I miss him." "You don't miss me?" He sighed and looked down at his lap. "You know I miss you, Hannah." He whispered. "Prove it." I replied, staring straight into his eyes. "Make love to me, please Justin? It's been so long..." I pouted.

"I don't know, babe..." He whispered, shaking his head. "Justin, please." I whispered. "Is it the stomach? Is that why you won't have sex with me anymore? You knew I was going to get big, Justin." He quickly shook his head. "No, it's not the stomach. I love your stomach, it's so cute." He smiled. "Then what is it?" I asked. "I just... I don't know. I'm scared to hurt the baby, I guess." He shrugged. "I just... I'm not small, down there." He nudged his head toward his crotch. "And what if I like... I don't know. Hit her in the head or something..." He mumbled, avoiding eye contact with me. I couldn't help but to let out a little giggle.

"Justin, you're not going to hit her." I laughed and shook my head. "She's in a little bubble inside of me, sort of. It's a sac of water. It protects her. She's not just sorta floating around in there." I giggled. He blushed and looked down at his hands. "Oh..." He chuckled. "So... Can we?" I asked, my eyebrows raised. He smiled before standing up and grabbing my hands. He pulled me off the couch and made his way upstairs with me.

Finally.

[Sorry this took so long. My computer broke on me and I had to get it fixed. Thank you for waiting. ALSO, DESTINY IS UP AGAIN. Yes, I restarted Destiny. I wanted to take it a different way. I actually love how it's going. So please, go read if you haven't yet! Thank you all.]