Maybe This Time

Break pt.2

Jhoana

*On the Phone*

J: "Hello Marci"

M: "Jho"

J: "I need to tell you something"

M: "Yes, I think we need to talk."
"So can I see you now? Ako na bahala kay Ate Ly. I'll tell her maguusap lang tayo saglit"

J: "uhm wala ako sa dorm ngayon eh. Nakela Bea kami may dinner yung team. Pwede bang dito nalang?"

M: "Ah ganun ba, sige sure. You go first na Jho ano sasabihin mo?"

J: "Marci, I'm so sorry my decision remains the same. It's just that I wanted this so bad since then and di ko talaga siya kaya i-let go ng ganun ganun nalang. And if it's okay with you I'll be asking for some time muna. I really just want to focus this season. You know me naman right, pag nagiisip isip ako. I hope you understand."

M: "Wait does this mean you're breaking up with me?"

J: "No, no Marci! Don't take it that way! I just need some time to think and you know how I think."

M: "Whew, I just had a mini heart attack"

J: "Sorry sorry! Sige na ano yung sayo? Ano sasabihin mo?"

M: "Hmm same thing actually. I just wanna say that I understand you and your priorities."

J: "Yun na yon?!"

M: "Yah why?"

J: "Ah wala wala. Thank you for being understanding, always."

M: "It's my responsibility as your partner. Anyway, I can text you padin naman diba?"

J: "Hmm totally up to you. But I apologize in advance na in case di ako makareply"

M: "It's okay Jho. I hope you always remember that I am always, always here for you. If you need anything never hesitate to ask me okay?"

J: "Yes, yes thank you so much Marci. I couldn't ask for more you've been the best."

M: "Sige na enjoy with the team. Good night and good luck sa upcoming season. I got your back always i love you."

J: "Thank you good night Marci, i love you."

And then the call ended.  See, sobra sobrang bait at understanding ni Marci. I love that guy pero minsan talaga feeling ko hindi niya ko deserve. I decided to stay here sa may front gate nila Bea for a little while. Hihinga lang and isip isip onti.

I was put back to senses when I heard two poeple call may name. "Jho?" Bea and Jia as they approached me. "Oh ang seryoso niyo naman dalawa?" I asked. Muka silang naiilang and they sound awkward. "Are you okay? Nag-usap na ba kayo?" Jia said. "Oo naman! Baket hindi?" I said they look really worried tho. "Ah we got worried lang ni Jia. Anyway, wanna go inside? Coaches allowed us to have some drink moved ang morning training to afternoon. Let's drink your worries away!" Beatriz said lively. Hay I love my friends.