Not in the Same Way

Twenty Four

Calum's fingers grip the strands of my hair, sliding down until they gently trace the line of my jaw as our lips meet again and again.

Cal moans into my mouth, his breaths already heavy as he leans forward and I relax against the couch cushions.

His lips are molded to mine, moving in perfect time his tongue practically begging for entrance until I have no choice but to allow it.

He tastes so good. I tug at his hair and he groans, his body sinking down further so that his weight drops against me.

He kisses the side of my mouth before trailing kisses across my jaw and down my neck, my body igniting as he finds the space at the base of my throat just above my collar bone that makes me weak. I whimper and he smiles against my skin.

"Let's go to bed." He whispers into my ear, his breath warm and shooting sparks of electricity coursing through my veins.

He leans back so that he's on his knees on the couch, looking to me for my decision. I hold my hand up to him and he throws a leg over the side of the couch and stands before helping me to my feet, he grabs the baby monitor off the table, his free hand gripping mine as he quickly leads me to his bedroom.

He tugs on our joined hands pulling me forward and I giggle as I fall against the mattress. 

He appears over me, on his knees on the bed, his bottom lip pulled back and a hungry look in his eye.

"Darbs, before we do this I just want to like make sure... this is what you want, right?"

His voice is soft and shaky, unsure.

I lean up, cupping his face in my hands as my eyes stair deep into his golden irises. I bend forward, joining in a soft and sweet kiss.

Cal sighs into the kiss, his hands finding my waist as he moves so that he is straddling my thighs.

His hands slip beneath my shirt and trail upwards, goosebumps covering my skin as his hands explore and slowly slide my shirt up. I lift my arms to assist him and our kiss is momentarily broken as he slips the shirt over my head.

His breaths are heavy as he cups my breast over my bra before running his finger below the underwire and following the band to the back.

"Lean up, babe." He says and I do as he's ask allowing him to undo the clasp, the straps falling off my shoulders as he removes the bra and drops it off the side of the bed.

I can feel Calum's hard on through the thin gym shorts he wears as he eyes my chest.

He licks his lips seductively and leans down, his lips surrounding my nipple as his tongue flits over it causing a dull ache to spread between my legs. I try to clamp my knees together but Calum's body is in the way and I hear him chuckle as he tortuously sucks on my breast.

His left hand massages the mound not in his mouth and I bite my lip to quiet my moans, not wanting to wake Ava who sleeps only just down the hall.

His teeth sink into the sensitive flesh and my back arches off the mattress and a gasp falls from my lips as he tugs at my nipple. 

A sucking sound echoes off the walls as he pulls away, a smug smile playing on his lips as his hands rub across my stomach.

I try not to think about how the skin there sags slightly now, never having recovered from my pregnancy.

I take the opportunity presented to tug at the hem of his shirt, he catches on to what I want and swiftly pulls it over his head, discarding it to the floor.

"Fuck." I say, unable to stop myself. His caramel skin and dark tattoos are especially striking in the glow of the soft, blue moonlight that filters through the drawn curtains.

"Like what you see?" He laughs.

"Mmhmm." I nod, pulling him back towards me, the heat from his skin leaves me buzzing and I feel my desire growing.

His hand slips between us as we kiss, his hand dipping into my shorts and his fingers brushing across my heat.

"You're already so wet for me baby." He says lowly, drawing his fingers up to his mouth and sucking the mess of me he's collected from his fingers.

"Please, Cal." I whimper.

"Patience, sweetheart." He says with a wide grin as he tugs at my shorts and I lift my hips to let him remove them. He returns his fingers to my core, rubbing over me as I fist the sheets, desperate for more.

He finally alleviates a bit of the pressure that has built by inserting a finger, then two as he works me open.

My eyes flash open as he removes his fingers and leaves me empty.

"You have an IUD right?" He asks and I nod quickly. "Do I need a condom?"

I shake my head, just wanting to feel him inside of me.

He kicks out of his shorts and boxers and aligns our bodies, his tip prodding my entrance before he sinks into me.

Mutual choked gasps fill the room as Calum's head drops to rest against mine as we take a moment to adjust.

He feels so good inside of me, filling me so completely the way no one else does.

"Can I move?" He forces out after a moment and I nod, pressing my lips to his.

Our kisses have changed, where earlier they were soft and sweet, now the hungry desire rages within us and there is a desperate need present.

I moan as he bites my lip, tugging it between his teeth as he drops his hips to thrust into me.

He finds a steady rhythm, each thrust intensifying the tightening in my stomach.

I bite his shoulder as he moves faster, trying to control the moans leaving my mouth as my vision blurs.

He whispers encouragements as we continue to move, my hips lifting to meet his before he pulls out leaving me gasping. I'm confused for a moment before he realigns himself and thrusts in, hitting me deeply, my head falling back as I moan his name.

"That's right baby, who does this for you? Who can make you feel like this?" He asks, a bit cocky as he repeats his earlier action and my knees begin to shake.

"Only you." I say through my labored breaths.

"Fuck that's hot." He mumbles, his thrusts quicken and I begin to see stars. I'm so close.

"Come on, baby. Let go." He says, his face between my breasts and his thumb pressed against my clit to help me finish.

He knows exactly what I like. 

I have no choice but to listen, my vision goes black and he helps me through my high amidst finding his own end.

He falls against me, his head in the crook of my shoulder.

"I love you Darbs." He says as he rolls off of me and drops into the place next to me on the mattress. "I'm not saying it because we had sex or because of the album or because I think it's what you want to hear. I'm saying it because I mean it, I love you."

AN: enjoy you little nasty's

It's been a minute since I wrote smut so I hope this didn't suck.

About time for some happy Calby don't you think?

ILY🖤

Sav