Maybe A Drizzle Of Love [Weather Series 1]

Drizzling 1

"Nasaan ka na ba?!" Sigaw ko sa kabilang linya.

Kung kailan kailangang-kailangan ko siya, saka siya hindi pwede! Nakakainis!

"I have an emergency."

"Emergency my ass," sabi ko saka umirap. As if naman makikita niya. "Isa lang naman ang dahilan kaya mo ako natatanggihan sa emergency ko," reklamo ko, making sure I emphasize the word emergency so he will know what I meant.

Tumingin ako sa harap at nakita ang sarili sa salamin. I stared at my eyes and breathe.

You can do this Cassidy. You always do.

"Cassie-"

"I hate you." Putol ko sa iba pa niyang sasabihin saka ibinaba ang tawag.

Tiningnan kong muli ang sarili sa salamin. "Seems like the only guy you allowed in your life already turned his back to you, huh?"

Kinuha ko ang pouch ko saka inilabas ang mga make up. I fixed myself, not caring of other females entering the restroom. I applied some foundation and highlighted my face features. My brows were already on flick same as my eyes which still looked fine. Then I added another layer of lipstick on my lips. I finger combed my hair and tucked strands that blocked my face.

Nang matapos ay pinasadahan ko ang pulang dress na suot ko na humahapit sa aking katawan. The halter dress highlighted my curves and my long legs. Idagdag pa ang 3 inches heels na suot ko. I smiled and swayed my hips out. Satisfied with my look.

Pagkalabas ay maingay na agad sa club. Amoy sigarilyo at alak sa paligid habang may makukulay na pailaw. Mula sa kinatatayuan ko ay kitang kita ko na ang mga nagsasayawan pero hindi doon natuon ang pansin ko. I sighed an audible one.

Just turn him down again, Cassidy.

Humugot ako ulit ng hininga. Bakit ba kasi ang kulit nito? Ito 'yung mahirap sa ganitong sitwasyon kapag nasarapan na sila sa mga nangyayari. Ayaw na bumitaw paminsan. Ayaw ka nang pakawalan. I rolled my eyes.

You can do it, I cheered myself again.

Nagdirediretso lang ako ng lakad at hindi pinansin si Garry pero nahablot niya na ang braso ko. Bahagyang nanlaki ang mata ko. Muntik na akong ma-out of balance but I still managef to keep my posture and stood with confidence.

"Ano ba?! Tapos na nga tayo!" I tried to shout the loudest so people around me will notice us. This time, he can't harm me.

There are people watching us. Hindi niya ako mapagbubuhatan ng kamay.

"What's that, Cass? Gano'n-gano'n na lang?"

I looked at him coldly. "We played. I'm bored." Tinitigan ko siya sa mata para malaman niyang seryoso ako. "I'm done."

People were already gapping at us but the loud music and yell in the club was enough not to give up what we're talking about.

Garry was actually a good catch. But then he started to get attached to me which violated the rules we set from the beginning; that no feelings is allowed.

He's good. So good. But when I called it quits, ayaw na niyang pumayag. He asked for another chance while having sex with me, near my orgasm and that was one of the dumbest decisions I've made! Damn it. If only my body can resist him.

But that was a lesson learned. That chance shouldn't be given. Because slowly, he started to hurt me physically. And I was stupid enough to let him do it to me twice. Now, I was done. But my ego won't let me admit it that somehow, I let him in my walls even for a very short period of time. That I actually allowed a man to hurt me again; but this time, physically.