That night before... that experience I had.
The Evil, and The Good...
Both fighting. Fighting over... me?
Are they trying to protect me?
If so... then I am safe.
If so... then I am happy.
But what was that other experience too? I seen myself in the same room, in a third person. Similar to how we see things on the television or any video taken.
I was a child, on my bed - and there was a man I have never met before, yet feeling so familiar to me, sitting beside me, on the floor.
I called him "Papa" as if he was my Father.
But I didn't have a Father...
Could this have been a vision? A glimpse of another scene within the realms of possibilities...
have my sins been forgiven?
Was this a sign that I am being looked after? Like a child.
We are all children of God. So...
It would make sense for the scene to portray me as a young boy. Filled with innocence instead of the darkness that you grow into.
Oh how I wonder how the world would be if we kept hold of that innocence. What joy we would have. What peace we would feel. Serenity.
Oh how I wonder.
It's 5:00am
"I think I'll sleep again"
So I slept.
...if you believe it to get better.
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Why Am I Here? I am lost
Mystery / ThrillerBEFORE YOU READ!!! This is a dark and gloomy, psychological twist on your usual 'Detective' kind of story. A destructive mind, with broken pieces in search of amending. Why am I here? I am lost. The Diary entries of a man named Sebastian Wonders. A...
