Why Am I Here? I am lost

- DusGoria -

"He's okay!! It's okay Sebastian! You're safe now. Well... not fully."

"I don't understand... where am I? What's going on? ANSWER ME DAMNIT!!"

"You're home. Where you should be. You're in DusGoria."

DusGoria... was my home.

"We almost lost you..."

"Why does that ring a bell?"

"Because this is where you're from silly! Haha. Oh Sebastian - I'm so happy you're awake!"

She leaped towards me and gave me a hug. Like she knew me all of her life...
This...
Warmed my heart.

"You've been asleep for a very long time..."

"What do you mean?"

"You were forced into your sleep by Gojou..."

"So... if what you're saying is true.. this 'Gojou guy trapped me in a dream state? Don't be ridiculous.."

"Yes! The Evil One! Well, his name is Gojou! He used his magic to seal your mind within a virtual realm - all filled with realistic moments and experiences."
"Basically a coma"
We call this realm;
Sanctuary

Sanctuary had become desolate due to Gojou's influences.
Within time, we can restore Sanctuary to what it was made to be originally.
A place of peace.
For mortals to live freely and not have evil taint their life's further.

This was your Fathers creation.

"Everything you experienced wasn't exactly real..."
"You lived an entire life - that was nothing but lies and deceit."
"Everything was aimed directly to harm you physically and mentally"
Gojou manipulated your fathers design that way - so that you would feel nothing but pain and suffering throughout your life in sanctuary."

"This was because of his influences... it was aimed at you specifically."

"Since you were originally born here..."
"Your life in sanctuary wasn't your real life."
"And..."
"Once you die..."
"You come back here..."
"I'm sorry you had to deal with that
hardship Sebastian..."

"It was me who was calling out to you..."
"And Gojou was also..."

"He tried to stop my communication with you by any means necessary..."

"He killed your Father Seb..."
"And stole your Fathers eye"
"I know that's hard to take in."

"He stole his eye..?"

I did need that moment... it's not every day you wake up from what you thought and felt to be the real world you belonged in.
I guess my confusion was; because of 'Gojou'
The Evil One.
The Self Claimed God.

"Fuck."
"So... where is everyone else? Is there... anyone else? Wait... who are you anyway? I never got your name."

"Sebastian..."
"I'm your wife..."
"Don't you recognise me?"

"I..."

"I know you must have a thousand questions..."

It took me some time. I blinked, rubbed my eyes. Recovered from this nauseating feeling from waking up from a sleep I was apparently in for some time.

"Denise?"

"Sebastian!"

I never felt joy like it.
Like all my questions were finally answered.
No more lies.
No more confusion.
No more pain.
Sorrow.
Anger.
Hate.
Sadness.

No more.

It was only love.
Peace.
Joy.
Happiness.
Closure.
Security.
Bliss.
Serenity.

I felt powerful.
Like nothing could defeat me any longer.

"Well we aren't married - yet... I waited for you. My king. I waited for you to wake up! Out of your nightmare. Now you are here! I'm so happy you're here!! Hehe!"

So... how did you die?

"I was in a lot of pain..."

I want you to be happy...